Because there's no other girl then you! (;

Tuesdays, Boyster Blogging Now!

I hate the feeling, my heart feel's so light. Feeling like falling off anytime sooner or later.

I didn't even do anything wrong, you ask me meet client's. But i told you i feeling very nervous and shy.

You said i always last minute back off, how many times i throw you.

Is that the reason? Those are girls? I'm your girlfriend..

I'm shy and nervous towards girls i didn't meet up before. Yes, you can said i will be super friendly.

But isn't it wrong? I'm your boyfriend, you ask me just seat down with them. And talk to them?

I can do all the things you do, but meeting and talking wise i can't. 

I'm sorry. ):

Don't call me Boyboy, yes i have changed. I'm not those womanizer or whatever you call it "Hongster?"

F-cuk all this. This is all bull-shits! I didn't go clubxz just to dance with girls nor filrt!

Whenever you said you wanna break? Just play break, i'm hurt! i'm hurt!

Doing nothing wrong and just hearing from you let's break up!

Is it very pain when you heard what is break up? When i done nothing wrong...

Sometimes i feel like cry-ing infront of you and show you how my feeling whenever i hear that word.

You ask me do whatever you do, i done my part. Accompany you go home eat dinner, i done.

Everywhere you go, i go. Accept the job you job-bing, i didn't said anything much.

You wanna treat me like how? Let me keep my sad-ness upon myself?

I love you, always love you!

I kept your attitude apart and didn't angry at all.

I kept your dote all around.

I kept your words so that you will feel happy whenever you always with me.

Always ask me pamper-ed you, i do!

Always we quarrel for no reason. );

Always think you my first so called "Ah lian Girlfriend"

Always think you the most cute girlfriend i ever have. 

Always think you are always my pretty and i'm your silly.

Our anniversary is coming, so why quarrel?

Didn't we cherish everything we have...

You always wanted to used "I take cab go back now" ? What about my feeling?

It's sad!

Always making you happy as i know deep in ur heart you always getting hurt.

Didn't realise my heart is more hurtfull, as i was happy i have this girl-friend i ever have.

Always kept thinking why why why i left you that time.

Maybe my thinking is different and i changed alot from last time.

Always wanted to hold your bag for you, you said "Nevermind"

Now ? It's different, i auto take. You smile.

To my girlfriend, always mention you my girl but you are always my dear too.

I love you, too too much! (;

You know my heart always get hurt, you always there to make me happy.

I hoping our relationship will last forever till the end. (:

I love you. (:

Encore, i want somemore. (;

Currently at Balestier Lan Shop.
Listening to the song by Jason Derulo - Encore.
Nice nice! (;

You're so amazing remember the time

Just thinking about ya gives me butterflies
So open the curtains and let me inside for more
You can save the bell cuz I want you now

Baby hit me with an encore
I want some more, I want some more
I want some more, so hit me with an encore

I put at my playlist.. New songs.

Biaojie was admitted to SGH as she has cancer.
Omg! Tmrw gonna visit her. (;
And now was worry-ing for Daniel. He has not sms-ed me for the pass 24hours.
I dream bad yesterday! So please text me or call when you see this! )";

Girl has gone to work, and now i'm alone at Lan Shop.
Stomach pains!!!!

Well, i nothing to update. Just this few notes.
Takecare.

I have enough of you! Shawty!

Can you just f-cuking get the f-cuk off of my life. I didn't meant harm to you.
But you do! Keep on sms-ing me irrates me alot you know.
You said i owe you $$$ and it's $50bucks. Then you said i owe your friend too.
Now what you dragging all your schoolmates inside? Isn't it?

Tmrw is the Club event at Powerhouse, if i you "HUAN TIO" me. You gonna watch up what i gonna do!
So don't f-cuking disturb or mess my Dancefloor. F-cuking shawty!

Now at Balestier Lan shop i don't even know whats the lan shop name. Lalalala's.
Girl doing her blog and doing her things while Daniel playing dota vs-ing with Noobies Client's.
While i Face-booking and Blog at the same time.

Idk what to blog anymore, girl was force to make me blog hahas!
Okay, i stop here. Shall waiting for tmrw event's! YEAH! (:

Didn't turn up for Zirca Event! )';

Okays, Zirca Event i didn't turn up. Arghs, so saddd!
It's okays, there will always be next time isn't it? Hahas!
Nevermind, at the H again. With my girlfriend.

While Daniel when to work. At his father shop. Awaiting for him.
Cause i wanna smoke Red Cigarette. (;

Facebook new pictures is UPLOADED! WOOHOO.
Check my facebook. (;

To the girl, i love too much!

You understand i quarrel with my beloved brother...
We quarrel for stupid reasons. I know your the only person in my heart will advice me on everything.
But for what you think so much till you stress out about our relationship.
Seriously if you thinking on that way, you are making me more stress then now.

I can said you help me on everything and everything is about you.
What for you wanna compare me and my beloved brother.
Hes a brother and your my girlfriend. You give me hope and everything.
Whenever i feel sad, angry, frustrated... And whenever i go out with my brothers.
You think i never miss you! F-cuked please, its all between trust and everything.
You trust me and i trust you. Every moment if i enjoy with my brothers, you can ask them!
I always said what my girlfriend is doing right now... I always asked, till they get annoyed.

You know how much i love you and how i much i miss you...

You talk-ed behind my back, i never even said anything.
Just don't wanna quarrel with you. This is the first time i let go those type of things.
You know my pattern, once people talk about me or what. I will never even forget what they do!

Answer-ing to your question's...

Once I though I will never feel tired or even like this,

I recall back few days back I blogged out alots.

I didn't said anything to you,

Just take it as nothing happen when you come back hugging me.

I pretend like nothing happens cause I want you to feel yourself.

Or maybe is just I know is pointless talking out when I know what you'll say.

I said to no one of what I'm feeling now,

only to mabel love.

Yeah she is right,we are like living together already.

How can we get along like this my boy ?

 

- You feel tired, but you didn't said anything to me?

Why must you said take it as nothing happen to us.

And pretend that nothing happens. Of cause we are living together, because in my heart saids. Your the last girl i ever love! And i have those planning in the future.

 

  

Love is give in and taking in too.

I aren't saying you not treating me well my boy.

Everyone said I am treating you very differntly from others guys.

You're the one that I can work so hard for everything.

I aren't a person who count this and that.

Just that do you know your girlfriend is breathing hard?

I just needed care and concern more then anything you know.

Times you quarrel with your closest friend,

I not comparing myself with him.

You can just put me aside neglect of how I feel at all times.

But I forgive cause I want to be understanding.

But at the end of the day,

When I need your understanding will you?

Regardless of past or now,

why must I always be the one caring more?

Why am I always been like this?

-Always advicing you all those things, will you ever listen to me? Stubborn! Is the only i have to said.
I just don't know why. That's all.
Love is giving in and taking in too. You know what's sticking glue, i don't want to become like C and A. That's childish love, we are already in what age? Do we even in those things... Your 19 and i'm 21.
Do you even want me said, B i love you in every sentences on our sms and even calls ?
I don't like it. Pampered at times you want me pampered you like a baby. I can!
Did i never did caring about you? You said you wanna go hospital with your mom. Free?! No need to pay. And end up you was the one said you don't need go. If you want me accompany you, just said.

Times when you outside enjoying and you know I'm waiting for you to be back.

Am I on your mind?Times when I need you,where are you?

I chose you then my own friends and everything.

You can say I didnt do this and that good enough.

But everyone around and myself know I had done more then enough.

When you need something,I try my best to give it to you.

come to think back

I had already lost the feeling of been pampered and dote on .

Or have you ever ask what I want from you?

 

- You wanna said about times when i'm outside? You think i'm so childish or even firlting with others girls outside. Please, i have a girlfriend why do i need do those type of things.

And i'm your boyfriend, you think i don't feel worried and weird when you do this type of work.

Of cause i get worried! And everything.

You lost the feeling of pampered and dote because of my brother?! 

He is who! And you are who? Your my girlfriend, can you just think about it...

I don't wanna quarrel things that is so damn childish... And have you ever read those 10 reason. Do you even those things?! 

But if exchange roles will you do that for me?

When I seems down,you always said you don't want to care.cause of attitude.

When Im waiting for you to bring me to the doctor ,you enjoy yourself with your friend.

My boy,what is the best I can do anymore?

I love you I really do,

But please don't let me feel this way anymore.

Is torturing me

Your girlfriend aren't feeling good,

she's really very tired

I dont want things to be in this way please.

If only...

-You told Cycena, let natural brings us on. You love me? You think i don't love you!

Am i torturing you? I give you love and everything, what else you want me to do?

You want me back to my old days? Xiaodidi days? B ar love you muacks muacks.

Seriously this is damn childish! I'm not like Adrian! I already 21.

Don't tell me you wanna make this when we are MARRIED?!

 

 

I never thought I'll say this to you.

I love you I really do.

But where do I stand in your heart?

At times you can even think of your closest friend more then me.

I aren't blaming him either,the problem is within us.

If you think is just my wrong or my fault again.

even this is not my wish,

I will rather you just leave me like how you once did.

I really can't take it now.

 

- Then i don't love you?! Your the only girl stand in my heart!

I don't even think of my closest friend more that you.

If your not blaming him, then why you said at times you can even think of your closest friend then you?! What you talking now?

For god sake! What for i wanna leave you just like that?!

 

Oh, f-cuked i feel so damn emo! F-cuked up feelings. I can't take it anymore.

Can i get back to my emo life?! Emo life?! That's it!