We are who we are! :D

 

 

*I want you to love me, like I'm a hot guy! Keep thinking of me, doing what you like. So girl forget about the world cause it's gonna be me and you tonight. I wanna make your bed for you, then imma make you swallow your pride! ;x

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only boy in the world.
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love.
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart.
Only boy. in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Coz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a lady.
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love!
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart! Only one... ♥ 

 

Hot and dangerous! Lols! You better don't mess with me! Got my Allah in my necklaces! ;D

Tonight we gonna HARD HARD HARD HARD! Just like the world like US US US US!

OMG! My heart fucking clear all the hurts!

Phew...

DJ TURNING UP!

I love you! I gonna make you the ONLY GIRL IN THE WORLD!

Got the Sex Eye on my eye!

LOLS!

Okays, i gonna turn in soon. So i shall update soon! ;D

Takecare world!

Ps : *Randolph coming back! YEAH!

I miss him! :D

Everything i do, i do it for you two! FUCKING YOU TWO! But no ones caring it back! FUCK!

Can life just be normal? I need a normal life. You are closer to me, yet you care for other more!

We should put a line better? Return my things?

I'm not trying to ask for my money back. Because your joy and happiness is all there.

Thanks for the time at most EVERY time, you were with me. I'm so happy on those moments!

When i got in or i'm out! You never even take serious about me!

You asked me to always SMILE! I did what you ask.

And yet i know what is like when i RELEASED. Even everyone never care's about me!

And not even you! I always care for you, i feel i need to share the luxury on money all to you!

I don't want you suffer like how i used to suffer. Because i just wanna make you happy!

Don't wanna you be sad or crying like that time. I'm sorry for that time.

But what i actually thought now is i feel our Relationship just from 100% 

when ur closer to me and now is like 20%!

I hate seeing you never eat! I hate people looking down on you!

Thanks by me, i now gonna be honest to people. I gonna express how i feel!

You just don't know how i feel! 

I don't want anything, i just want you! I just need you like he do! I tried everything to make you happy!

I lost everything okays! Love is as fragile as a glass! Why choose to hurt me instead?!

Hold on to you! Because i don't wanna lose any battlefield of love!

This is stupid, i know i'm stupid fighting over for a girl?!

Ya that night was the most happy day! I love it! I like it!

Crying over you, floating like tsunami. I never blame you! Because cry while you can.

Because after that gonna be your happiest day in your life. Expressing what i feel and what you feel.

Thanks! Thanks everything. Ya, i still treat you like a queen! Carrying your bag around, let you hold me! Touch me! Sleeping beside me. I feel so happy!

Thanks. But i know your not going back to me. Because you say me and him pushes you.

Sighs, i just don't know what i'm saying!

No ones care me after i Released! Stupid!

Nevermind, let me be alone. The emo-boyster!

Emo! Always.

Just now when to Camp back, everything hits normal! :> Get to talk to Charles Sir, he interview me.
But i request to have half day, i felt tired okay! I slept like 2 hours! Damn tired can!
I didn't get to eat at Cookhouse, cause my kaki's watch hes smart4! WTH!
But i didn't felt hungry, i keep on thinking of something. Until i forget and don't wanna eat! ;<
WTF wrong with me! Please someone! Sighs.
So me and my kaki went to Bedok, hit the Bedok Point! That new shopping centre at Bedok.
Damn fuck! No movie! Shit! :<

So after that around 6pm he went back to Camp, as he wants to watch his favourite show. -,-!!
And i went to Bedok South just to find someone ear, i really wanna express everything out!
I wish that person is the person who i wanna tell. But that person didn't care me now!
Sighs, care when i'm inside. But when i'm outside. I no person in that person heart anymore!
;< FUCK EVERYTHING!
I'M GOING DOWN! LOW DOWN!

I WANT SOMEONE CARE ME MUCH LIKE HOW I CARE FOR THAT PERSON!
I NEED YOUR LOVE! PROMISE ME WILL YOU! WE WILL MAKE A BETTER LOVE!
I LOVE YOU! & WILL MAKE YOU THE ONLY GIRL IN THE WORLD!

On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright!
Then this thing turned out so evil, i don't know why i'm still surprised. 
But you'll always be my loving and care person, even though you've lost your mind. 
Now there's gravel in our voices glass is shattered from the fight in this tug of war, you'll always win! Even when i'm right cause you feed me money from your hand.. ;x 
With violent words and empty threats and it's sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.. Sighs... I try to run but i don't wanna ever leave, till our love are growing up! ;< Deep with all our memories!!! 
Without you, i'm nothing, i'm so lost, hug me!! ;< 
Then tell me how ugly i am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on. 
Cause we're that lucky together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of hole mountains.
I may have lie to you many times, i'm starting to lose count.. 
I'm sorry. 
But together, we'll live forever, we found the Love Story Fountain! 
Our love is crazy, we're nuts. 
I'm in my fucking mind, without you, i will think too much! Sighs..

"I'm sorry people! Sighs. Fuck life, Love Hurts!"

You let me win, you let me ride. You let me rock, you let me slide!
& When they looking, you let me hide. Defend my honour, protect my pride!
The good advice I always hated but looking back it made me greater..
You always told me forget the haters. Just get my money, just get my weight up!
Know when I’m lying, know when Im crying. It’s like you got it down to a science..
Why am I trying, no you aint lying. I tried to fight it, back with defiance..
You make me laugh, you make hoarse from yelling at you!
At getting at you, picking up dishes and throwing them at you..
Why are you speaking when no one asks you!

What are we doing?! Could you see through me? Cause you say Boyster and I say “Who me!”
You say “No you” and I say “Fuck you!”
Then you start dressing, and you start leaving. & I start crying and I start screaming..!
The heavy breathing but what’s the reason. Always get the reaction you wanted..
I’m actually fronting. I’m asking you something. Answer this question! Class is in session...
Tired of letting passing progression. Control my mind, Capture my soul...
Ok you’re right, just let it go. Okay you ride it, its in the can.
Before I played it, you knew my hand...
You can turn a free throw into a goal! Got the peep hole to my soul!
 

Happy 1 Year 9 Months

 

Happy 1 Year 9 months Hubby!

Even the whole world throw you down,

I will never do that.

Sorry for making you feel hurt.

I didn't know what had I been doing recently.

I love you hubby.

Please stay strong for me.

You're always irreplaceable.<3 

It our 1 year 8 months baby boy

HAPPY 1 YEAR MONTHS Baby boy!


This is the last picture that we took together.
But I know we will be taking news one soon right! 
Faster come back from your training and be with me every single mintue! 
No matter how wonderful other guys are,
In my home it can only fit you in.
You'll be back to celebrate our 2 years together right?
Don't get paranoid so easily my baby boy.
I love you more then anything else in the world.
Maybe I might had change in some ways.
Believe it or not,I always love you.

I'm heading to bed already,
Good nights love <3
And please don't think too much !!!! (:
Lastly,you faster come back lah ! 
You know you not here I cannot get used !!!! 
Okay, always your baobao fei fei ! 
LOVE YOU!!!!




-Signing off,your girlfriend.