I can see it on your eyes :DDD

30th Friday April 2010

Wo Ai Shang Ni <33

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I don't know if i should take my Satio to trade in to Iphone's. It's like everyone's is using Iphone's.

And their App makes me woahs! LOL =X

But the camera damn sucks and the message tones! Arghs..

So i just don't know. Maybe should let me think about it?!

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Okays, btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MING'S.

Bro, all the best to your life (:

Don't hong girls can le. Hahahahas :DDDDD

You don't even care...

27 April 2010

Revenge is sweeter, than you ever were.

Are you even listening when I talk you?

Do you even care what I'm going through?

Your eyes stare and they're staring right through?

You're right there but it's like you never knew me.

I realized that I've done too much for someone, 

that the only next possible step to do is to stop. 

Leave them alone. 

Walk away. 

It’s not like I'm giving up, and it’s not like I shouldn’t try. 

It’s just I've to draw the line of determination from desperation. 

What is truly mine will eventually be mine, and what is not, 

no matter how hard I try, will never be.

But then i realised ): 

When I don't need you 

but its always gonna come right back to me.

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Just came back from Cine-leisure, have our K-box session.

With my girl, mabel, cycena and ben. (:

Mabel chalet just pass and i'm really angry of myself.

You can't come atleast call or sms me.

I was worried for you!

Thanks to Ivan and the rest of the brother's.

Cause my girlfriend was working then they are the one who accompany me. ):

Sigh..

Do you even know how much it hurt, 

that you gave up on me to be.

Revenge is sweeter than you ever were.

I'm so mad at you right now, 

i can't even find the words. 

And you're on the way down. 

I can't wait to see you burn.

You try to make me hate myself, 

when I should be hating you.

What's the hell's wrong with you?!

I'm having the day from hell.

It wasn't all going so well, before you came.

And you told me you needed space.

Don't know who my real friends are? Anymore....

I put my faith in you.

What a stupid thing to do!

And not to mention...

I'm feeling hung over and out of touch!

I need intervention.

Attention to stop temptation to scream!!!

Everything is mest up straight from the heart.

There's alot of pictures to upload, stay tuned guys. ): 

As you are saying? Pui my father more handsome!

Thursday 22 Apr 2010.

Statues : Oh shit! I'm bloody tired man!

Yesterday when K-box-ing. LOL! So didn't rest that much, nevermind.

Hit-ted to TTSH to go for my eye appointment. And my girlgirl is feeling abit sick, so accompany her first.

As my appointment is abit later than that.

8.15am, f-cuking register and waited for 15minutes. Bloody hell, already check for my eye thingy.

Waited for the doctor to see me around 9.30am.

So what if we come first? First come first serve-d! Bull-shits!

Wait-ed till my eye pain! The doctor didn't even take good record of my eye.

Even though i have two appointment on my same eyes.

Then, thank god the other doctor came and rescue for the documents about my eyes.

Ulcers is at my eyes, and it 20% will get blind. 

So i gonna take good care and every 2 hours gonna put on my right eyes.

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Let's get back to my topic.

As i was saying, friends? Is there any really truthful friend out there who won't do some shit's problem?

Ivan, my love. There's so many friends out there who are willing to be ur BFF.

So don't take any further anger to your friends, they are like that.

So we must be selfish within all there.

Like me? I'm Boyster, i can have alot of brother's out there.

Countless friends, countless sister, countless brothers.

And i know i have 2 brothers that is truthful to me.

But i think twice, why should i be cherishful and helpful to that son of a bitch?!

He steal my friends and what now?

Everytime i need him, where did he go? Busy, busy everyday?

This is BULLSHITS. Friends will always be there for you, where's that line goes?

And for you info, you said you are my brother. Brother will not leave brother lonely.

So just a sms and thats all i will be happier?!

Fuck it! You stole my pride, you stole my friends?!

AND YOU KNOW YOU GONNA GET WHAT?!

REVENGE!

F-CUKING HELL, YOU GONNA SUFFER ALOT!

So what if your still young?

YOU DON'T F-CUKING CARE EITHER?!

Then what for i CARE?!

Bloody hell get your F-CUKING CHILDISH FRIENDS THEN STEALING MY FRIENDS!

:DDDD

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Mabel birthday coming and her chalet will be at Aranda Country Club.

So anyone nearby there, give me a call. (;

Hope to meet you all soon. Byes!  

Do you even care?! NO!

It's in my heart that wanna blog. I just don't understand what's going on.

Girl girl, this is not for you.!

So don't think too much, okay.

Monday, 19 april 2010.

Just realise something that from friend to a brother.

No matter what i still got this feeling that is hurting me or what.

I know i'm a soft-hearted person, but can i just let the feeling go?

What the f-cuked wrong with me, seriously?!

I'm not jealous or what. It's just that why must people steal my friends from me?

Is this the way you treat me 20% and you treat her/him 80%?

I intro you as a friend and you f-cuking put more percentage on her/him.

It's not fair ok!

Thanks to Silvien, Basil, Adeline, Bash, Ahgal, Cherylene, Justin, Jordon.

And last but no least my Adorable Girlfriend. (;

Thanks for all the advice at facebook.

Yes, Silvien i know if its in your situation you confirm angry right?

I should choose my friend properly? I just can't.

I take this brother 100% cause i trust and care him so much.

And what comes around goes around if they deserve it.

I just don't wanna him to get it to deserve it.

As sigh ...

Everything happens for a reason, right?

But am i that stupid to intro that person to my friends? I just don't know!

I feel so like fell out of circle of my friends?

F-cuking i know that person for 4 years and he know that person for few months.

And he is more closer to that person then me?

Wtf right? They two f-cuking treat me what seriously?!

I don't jealous! Is just that why last time that 4 years of my friend treat me good now treat me very bad?!

And him i more closer to him now it change role. F-cuking hell i don't like that feeling.

I just don't f-cuking wanna CONFRONT to him.

I might as well get BREAK UP RELATIONSHIP?! ISNT IT?

And Silvien, i know what you saying just now is that "She lack of friends?"

You sure? She f-cuking took alot of photos with her own friends.

And she lack of friends? 800+ facebook friends and lack of friends?

F-CUK IT SERIOUSLY!

And you know because of that person, he wanna go find that BITCH!

And leave me aside?! F-CUK!

I HATE IT MAN! I HATE IT MAN!

I wish i wouldn't even intro him to anyone, f-cuking alot of my friends change because of him?!

F-cuk my life seriously! F-CUK!

Stealing of friends? F-CUK OFF!

Sunday April 18 2010.

Hate hate, hate hate hate.

I don't care what Bitch'es say, i don't even look that way!

So, wannabe spongbob ?

Thanks for your comment, ya so what people hates me.

I think alot of people hates you cause you kind of childish, damn! Hahas!

None of the bitch'es looks better than me!

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Now at balestier playing lan. Yeah! Thanks to weixin, i hope my right eyes recover soon.

So many event's this april.

14 april past so fast, i love that day alot!

;S

Right eye recover soon, no one wanna care i know. So what?!

Maybe curse you till die and i don't even f-cuking care about you.

Hahas, okays. Let's have revenge, all i needed.

14 April 2010.

Happy Anniversary to my girlfriend and me!

Was the happiest day of our life.

We never even take cab on that day and we realise we can save alot alot of money. ;x

Have our lunch at some kopitiam, lalalalala~s! Chicken Chop's.

Then plan plan plan, but no plan so we just random.

Went to amk hub took our Neoprint, i was so damn cute lahs. Without my girlfriend face LOL =\

Hahahahahahahaas.

Then came to night, we plan to go Clubbing.

Its the 2nd time i f-cuking hate St James!

They are f-cuking racist till i can't go in 2nd time. MOFOS!

I like being Black-listed, wtf i do wrong?!

Then wasted cab, down to butterfactory cause my girlfriend said the place too small.

Then down to supperclub, damn CLUB! Guys 25 and above wtf!

And lastly down to Rebel. Nice place, but the music was ok. (;

Hahas, shall update more when i'm feeling alright (;