Those were th days we have much time together, but now...

Now at chalet, feeling so down. I didn't meant to said that my birthday Celebration is today. It's actually tmrw.

And i'm damn stress with all those people who turned out today cause i didn't have th chance to buy food and drinks all. Just come back from Escape Theme Park, wet and very wet. Wish had th fun with Mona just now.

Everyday about life i keep on thinking why why why, what's wrong with that person! I dislike him! Very frustrated about him. I kept thinking so hard and i gonna promise myself just to let go that feeling. Th feeling that i kept so long, that i will cherish that person till th end. And i break my promise. Cause i never feel anything between us, all that promises. You don't f-cuking care at all. Then it's okays. Maybe i shall find someone better.

Now Dan, Mona, My Brother and Shah helping to solve th problem about foods and drinks all. Thanks god!

I got really nothing to said serious shit! I can't even help myself with this type of things, feeling like just wanna runaway from this chalet and be irresponsible with this problem. But i can't, i have still have to face everything myself. Can't imagine that you can actually never really care about me just like last time. Hope that you find someone better like what i gonna do. Maybe its time for us to really break up our relationship. Cause from now onwards i will never fcuking care about you anymore. I'M PROMISED!

Because i find it stupid to care and concern about people who never cherish me that much?! For what fuck!

Right?! Maybe i got alot of other brother's out there who is actually more better than you. Takecare. ;/

I felt hurt, i felt insecure, i felt someone just stepped my head! Felt someone gonna leave me forever.

I still have not sleep from just now, as we quarrel together again. Well, th same old thingy. I guess i gonna let go everything that my heart has been hurt and i gonna let it go at once! Once it kept black, forever be black!

=( i sick and tired seriously!

Can anyone out there willing to talk to me. I really feeling damn sad! Damn sad! ;(

UPDATEDS

Updating on my 3days2night chalet.
COSTA SANDS RESORT (DOWNTOWN EAST)

DUE : 21/06/2010 & 22/06/2010
22/06 will be BBQ & CAKE cut day! :D
Do come earlier.

And is a must to bring presents. ;x

Just shut up and get lost!

As i grow older, i have learned something. But that something is such a miserable things. :(

I'm Irratating! I'm Annoying! I'm what else? JUST SAID!

I forever will lost a brother's each year, cause i annoy them! What the fuck is this?!
I'm trying t said everything i can! Saying sorry isn't enough i know.
But can you like give me face?! I'm just asking, you was saying : I was IRRATATED?!
Then you don't wanna come! WTF IS THIS!
I'm been hurt many times and you always made me cry! I don't give a fuck whether ppl said why i'm crying!
Cause It's doesnt matter, like you always said!

Now what?! Other brother said : You always bastard me, say want come don't want come?!
This is the matter! I don't like! I don't like those feeling! Please...
My birthday coming, can you brother's give me face?!

And for your bloody informations! What if esmonde is coming? Is he pop? What after probations?
Fuck that! It's my birthday, i CHOOSE WHOEVER SUPPOSE TO COME AND SO!
So stop th nonsense!

Update later again :((

A fraction of your love, feels th air.

Since the day that we met,
I've never had anyone make me feel this way.
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you.
Wanna give you the whole world...

If you make the promise to me, you're gonna stay.
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused.

Updated! I'm still stuck at Downtown East Chalet :D

Just now saw Esther, Andre Adek and Ivan Love when just now was eating dinner with my girl,

at Downtown East food stall.

Gonna update pictures soon! 

So still soon. :D

(^^^) Love, i want ur love. (***)

Hohohohoho! 1 week at Pasir Ris. Now still finding place to stay, but don't know where.
Hope my mom gets the key by today. Cause i now really really very tired!

Today when to watched A Nightmare On Elm Street! with Girlgirl, Brother and Uncle. :DDDD

Based on characters created by Wes Craven in his 1984 sleeper horror hit, Freddy Krueger returns in "A Nightmare On Elm Street", a contemporary re-imagining of the horror classic. A group of suburban teenagers share one common bond: they are all being stalked by Freddy Krueger, a horribly disfigured killer who hunts them in their dreams. As long as they stay awake, the can protect one another... but then they sleep, there is no escape.

Release Date:	3rd June 2010
Language:	English
Running Time:	96 mins
Rating:	M18
Genre:	Thriller.

Tonight will be going to Zirca, cause theres a Mr Hunk tonight. Will be supporting Eddy! :)
Will end here. :)

Love My Girlfriend! :D