Life, friends, brothers oh whatever it is. I'm still the Boyster. (;

He ate my heart, he ate my heart instead hes a monster on my bed. );

I feel sad and shock when i wake up at the Hotel, Motel, Holiday Inn...
Dreamt mom was push by sigh. Shouldn't said hes fcuking name.
My heart was pumping non-stop hits. Sigh, should'nt have gone this type of places.
But i was force to do it, cause i have problem with my family and my life.
Finding jobs, so that my girlfriend won't spon me money and to my lilttle brother. Hes being putting effort
and worrying about me. I gonna find those Sales/Cashier type.
You guys wouldn't believe what my life would be. I'm sadded to a side at the moment till a hurricane came thru my life.

So i gonna put it here, straight and forward. I don't wanna get help by my parents anymore again.
I gonna be Rich by my own, have my own apartment. And my own money. (;
And of cause i gonna be 21years old this year. And i can do whatever i want. I been away from home hitted 4 days. I don't care people what they wanna said, as you guys are making me to have more prides. (;
I have this feeling that i wanna express but not infront of my friends and girlfriend.
As it added sadness to them. I don't like people force my friends to do whatever they want.
Grow up things you should know we can't do.

Now at Grandlink with Daniel. Dota as usually.

I feel so bad on doing something stupid and bringing up you to this.

I just don't like it.

Glen birthday just pass. 24th february. Happy birthday to you Glen. 10 years of friend.

Primary - Secondary - Friends to close friends. Wish you all the best to your life. (;

Meet up soon.

When to shopping alot hahas! As usually my stubborn girlfriend wanna buy things. 

Shop till i never drop but leg pain. LOLS =X

Tomorrow gonna hit the clinic i really got stomach problem. I hate it! );

Can we be this _'_ close, i know we are trying to understand one and another.

But i didn't feel the bound with it.

How i wish i could express all the things to you.

But it not gonna happen.

Till the end i gonna leave with this life. My happy life, no emo-ing life. Everyone told me not to emo again. But all human beings have their emotions right?! Lols!

How i wish i could express those feeling inside my heart, and express to him what's in my heart!

But there's no one, no one! Out there who wanna hear.

Doesn't mean you are close to him/her, you can trust him/her?!

I don't know this friendship will last... till the end.

If in the end i would see you again, i make sure our next life gonna be different. (;

I know " Your always good towards me, i always show you cold attitude towards you. You always care for me whenever i'm sad, broke, and everything. For whatever you do towards me i'm thanks ful to have a friend like you and a brother like you. Meet you after my things. Don't neglected and sad on what you doing. ): I wanna be there whenever you call me. "

I know it sounds touching but i didn't know why i put this phares, it came from my heart.

Ya thanks who Likes it.

I gonna end here.

Life full of miserable things. No one can help you walked thru your life.

Because it fcukings hard!!! Byess!

 

I want your ugly, i want your disease. Cause i want ur everything, as long as it FREE!

The words that escape a friend's mouth are
"I'll be there when you say you need me" ,
but the words that are unheard from a true friend's heart are
"I'll be there whether you say you need me or not.

I just don't freaking jealous if you said to me you gonna die with me. Cause all that is just bull-shitting.
Friends come and go. So?! Do you think i give a F about that? I maybe have many friends.
But i choose 1 to 5 friends that is trueful. You leave me?
I know who can i trust and willing to die with me. I can see from the way you treat your friends.

Out of using people money, don't F-cuking compare with D. Hes different, whats f-cuking things you hate
about him? He don't even F-cuking acuse about you guys. And you just bad-mouthing him.
Hes my brother, that i can trusted. Maybe last time, thats different. Whats all the text message you comparing? You said to yourself before i won't be like other friends of mine!
That whenever i have money, you stick to me. And when i don't have any $$$$ you will M-I-A from me.
Please you choose it to yourself and now you freaking sms me those things?!
If i didn't believe on your words, D won't f-cuking leave me. It was you who ask me do those things to him.

And now i'm not stupid, don't F-cuking control my life. I wanna do whatever i want, NOW!
Well you can jolly well F off from my life and get back to your so called "Gangsters"
What century already still play Gangsters! Advice to you : Change please!

Okays, have the feeling that today is gonna be a good good night! Ladies night, i'm waiting like hahas.
Ehs, btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REI "Mei Yan" her 21st Birthday.
Yesterday went to her Birthday Party at Pasir Park Chalet. Came awhile to wish her, get to drink Beer.
But then Cycena and Joey wanted to eat other places. So took cabbed to Geylang eat Frog. LOLS =DD
Delicious! After that cabbed to Hougang and now at Cycena house. All sleeping, and i couldn't sleep.

Later must shop alot of things! ); No money liaos .... Hahas.
Okay, stop here. (:
Ladies night here i come! Woohoo...

No matter how much you hate about playhing games with me.

I won't blame anything about you.

Cause i know i can trust you. (;

[Rah2] + [Oh lala] + [Boyboy] + Want your bad romance! (x

You know you love me, I know you care
You shout whenever and I'll be there
You want my love, you want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart.

6 more days to Valentine Day & Chinese New Year. It's the most important day for everyone (;

And of cause for the Chinese people's.

I know recently whenever Valentine wanna came in alot of people have a fight and quarrel with

their relationship. But it's so hard to forgive and forget. Be strong, made the right decision.

Is in your hand to control whether you wanna to have a Valentine Lover.

I know single is better but 2 is better than 1.

14april 2009, the day me and you together. You changed alot recently.

Just that wanna adviced you to be a "Normal Girl" always. But on times don't eat too much okays (;

She alot me go club on Ladies Night. And for sure her Dearie is there to Spy on me.

But trust me i won't do any dirty stuff. As i go club for dance only.

And if someone wanted to hug or do whatever to me. I won't make it happen.

I will "Siam from it, LOLS!"

You care so much for me, i know you need my hug and kisses.

Valentine is coming, i know i always said i gonna "MIA" but of cause not!

I gonna spend the day with you after morning Chinese New Year, i going my cousin house first.

After that you wanna go whatever you like.

Was wondering what was the Ring i wanna find, is like too hard! );

I don't even know whats the ****. Can i just surprise it to her? Or?

Will there be any spoiled day on that "Valentine Day"

Let's see. (;

Now shes at home sleeping, as i and Daniel is at Grandlink. Well, dota.

Went out with Daniel @katong, first have our Lunch, Pool, Prawning and my girl cabbed down to

meet me of cause. (; . Cabbed to hougang and meet up Cycena love. (x

After that went to eat supper or dinner, i also don't know. Hahas. @Curryhouse kovan there.

Nowadays i keep eating and eating, i wondering next month photo shoot for Levis...

I can't even wear their pants. So i gonna cut down soon. Well don't ask me eat again.

Breakfast and Dinner thats it! ); Will keep on drink plain water.

J. , don't be sad! Always be strong okays. It's your decision you wanna make it up or not.

Just don't make ur tears down again. Me and Daniel will always be there for you. (;

Valentine day is coming, is a happy day. No matter you are not in a relationship, you still can go out

with your friends. (; Friends are always there for you.

Alright.

Byes. I gonna go smoke.

Update soon, well waiting for Wednesday [Ladies Night] (;

Is like so long! QUICK WEDNESDAY! (x

Why would i wanna change you,
Arrange you, is that what you call friends.
Maybe you need somebody different.

Somebody who fits you like a trusted friends.
But dont change everything that you love!

About me when you know that i care about you.

On your video phone! People keeps talking...

What's with money $$$$ nowadays?

Money can bring friends and even everything!

But till the day i'm am very happy! The happiest day of my life.

Thanks to J. aka Miyuki.

My doted brother, we are still friends. (:

I know i lie alot to you.

Because i was to unfair to you and testing you stuff. (:

I'm sorry.....

The day i was very happy, i declare that i was to unfair and untrusted.

I know last time you usually everyday after wake up will meet me.

And always depend on me, for giving you everything.

But i told you already, you can change yourself. You can depend on yourself.

I told you, you are who to control yourself. I didn't even dare to control people.

I hope you are happy on what you doing. (:

I never Regretted to be ur Big brother afterall.

Thanks for everything! (:

Okay, i just bought my Sony Ericsson Satio and its a fcuking cool thing yo!

I am very happy! Woohoo... Now can i take more pictures.

Btw, (Now ton and slacking @Bedok 1, Rc!) Hahas.

*Now Cycena is asking me what time i will wake up later.

But i didn't respond to her. She angry. Hahas!

Later, friday i wanna go SHOPPING! Hehes.

And i was sad Ladies Night i didn't appear @St James.

Somebody(As known as Joey, my Girl) <33333Much....

Didn't wanna meet me, was quite sad lo! )x

*And now Adrain watching PORN!

Cycena : I need change my Boyfriend already, i don't know who is Adrian anymore.

OMG! Hahas. (:

Bought phone @Mustafa, brother get his X6, my uncle get his x3.

LOLS! Where's the x4 and x5. LOLS =X

Prawning on Wednesday, get around 40. Nice right! (:

Of cause Boyster lehs, lols! My girl get only 1 only! My brother get 2-5 only. LOSERS =X

Hahahahahahas. So ke lian...

Cycena : She contribute 1 prawn only. Hahahahahahhahas.

Joey(My girl) : Let's go Prawning.

Cycena : Joey got Prawning FONG!

Joey(My girl) : My boyfriend got mentally sick problem, he need change his head.

Cycena : Must give him Panadol! So after that shit out! LOLS =X

Okay, i done blogging le. Later all said i never blog! Hahas.