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Thursday, February 25, 2010

Life, friends, brothers oh whatever it is. I'm still the Boyster. (;

He ate my heart, he ate my heart instead hes a monster on my bed. );

I feel sad and shock when i wake up at the Hotel, Motel, Holiday Inn...
Dreamt mom was push by sigh. Shouldn't said hes fcuking name.
My heart was pumping non-stop hits. Sigh, should'nt have gone this type of places.
But i was force to do it, cause i have problem with my family and my life.
Finding jobs, so that my girlfriend won't spon me money and to my lilttle brother. Hes being putting effort
and worrying about me. I gonna find those Sales/Cashier type.
You guys wouldn't believe what my life would be. I'm sadded to a side at the moment till a hurricane came thru my life.

So i gonna put it here, straight and forward. I don't wanna get help by my parents anymore again.
I gonna be Rich by my own, have my own apartment. And my own money. (;
And of cause i gonna be 21years old this year. And i can do whatever i want. I been away from home hitted 4 days. I don't care people what they wanna said, as you guys are making me to have more prides. (;
I have this feeling that i wanna express but not infront of my friends and girlfriend.
As it added sadness to them. I don't like people force my friends to do whatever they want.
Grow up things you should know we can't do.

Now at Grandlink with Daniel. Dota as usually.

I feel so bad on doing something stupid and bringing up you to this.
I just don't like it.

Glen birthday just pass. 24th february. Happy birthday to you Glen. 10 years of friend.
Primary - Secondary - Friends to close friends. Wish you all the best to your life. (;
Meet up soon.

When to shopping alot hahas! As usually my stubborn girlfriend wanna buy things. 
Shop till i never drop but leg pain. LOLS =X
Tomorrow gonna hit the clinic i really got stomach problem. I hate it! );

Can we be this _'_ close, i know we are trying to understand one and another.
But i didn't feel the bound with it.
How i wish i could express all the things to you.
But it not gonna happen.

Till the end i gonna leave with this life. My happy life, no emo-ing life. Everyone told me not to emo again. But all human beings have their emotions right?! Lols!

How i wish i could express those feeling inside my heart, and express to him what's in my heart!
But there's no one, no one! Out there who wanna hear.
Doesn't mean you are close to him/her, you can trust him/her?!
I don't know this friendship will last... till the end.
If in the end i would see you again, i make sure our next life gonna be different. (;


I know " Your always good towards me, i always show you cold attitude towards you. You always care for me whenever i'm sad, broke, and everything. For whatever you do towards me i'm thanks ful to have a friend like you and a brother like you. Meet you after my things. Don't neglected and sad on what you doing. ): I wanna be there whenever you call me. "

I know it sounds touching but i didn't know why i put this phares, it came from my heart.
Ya thanks who Likes it.

I gonna end here.

Life full of miserable things. No one can help you walked thru your life.
Because it fcukings hard!!! Byess!