I remember years ago someone told me,
I should take caution when it comes to friends, trust, care and love!
I did! And you were there to be strong and I was not! My illusion, my mistake.
I did! And you were there to be strong and I was not! My illusion, my mistake.
I was careless, I forgot. I did! And now when all is done, There is nothing to say.
You have gone and so effortlessly. You have won! You can go ahead tell them!
You have gone and so effortlessly. You have won! You can go ahead tell them!
Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof tops.
Write it on the sky line, all we had is gone now.
Write it on the sky line, all we had is gone now.
Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken. All my scars are open!
Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible.
Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible.
But falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst!
Broken trust and broken hearts too.
Thinking all you need is there, building faith on love and words.
And know when all is gone, there is nothing to say.
And if you're done with embarrassing me, Go on your own you can go ahead tell them!
Thinking all you need is there, building faith on love and words.
And know when all is gone, there is nothing to say.
And if you're done with embarrassing me, Go on your own you can go ahead tell them!
Always people think that i'm always the happiest guy ever! But no, that is wrong.
Inside me was full of emotions breakdown. I do get Jealous! Sad! and what other things.
When i'm angry and don't like the person i will keep it to my heart just to get Revenge!
Keep it for years and will show it when time comes.
And always people thought that i'm those kind of Soft-Hearted, Yes!
But to those people who i love alot!
I can be very Selfish at times! But to those people i love i won't.
I'm sad at times, i just don't know what happen to my life. Feeling so fuck-ed up!
Really lose control, damn fuck-ed up feelings!
Since the day the person has left, my life is like really over! I can't do it alone.
And i know my girlfriend is there for me to help-ed me at all those things.
But i feel like i'm somehow a fuck-ed up Boyfriend, but i do Love my girlfriend alot.
When i'm mad or feel damn sad, i tend to Eat more, Walk fast!
Tend to give people faces, because sometimes i really can't take it anymore!
I feel there's something i got to do with my life. And i'm always have High Blood Pleassure!
Always fast angry! Damn fast. I'm seriously need to change.
And some of my friends and brother's.
Do keep in mind of this, i Respect you, i Care about you, i Help-ed you!
Please appreciate it! I don't want to become like your subsitute.
When you need me there, i be there. So whenever you guys go out? No need call me.
When you need help, then you call me? Wtf is this?!
Please! I don't really want this fucking reasons.
Saying that i never invite you go those places i go? What is this!
Example :
Jack : Woahs, go town never jio me?!
Me : Huhs, sorry lahs. Maybe next time?
Jack : Okays, that time i went drinking with Kenny they all.
Me : And you never invite me too? Wtf!
Jack: Oh, forget about you mahs.
Me : -.- we are brother's, you do things like this?!
Example 2 :
Jack : I got something to tell you abt my girlfriend, i don't know what to do..
Me : Why what happen, just to sort things out.
Jack : Help me Boyster.
Me : I try to help.
See those Example's?
Brother's or Friend's, you trying to use me or?
That's it! I don't wanna be Scapegoat anymore!
Settling a relationship?! Fucktard. I'm just angry okays!
I don't want it feels hurt! I can't take it anymore seriously!
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