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Monday, March 28, 2011

Everything i do, i do it for you two! FUCKING YOU TWO! But no ones caring it back! FUCK!

Can life just be normal? I need a normal life. You are closer to me, yet you care for other more!
We should put a line better? Return my things?
I'm not trying to ask for my money back. Because your joy and happiness is all there.
Thanks for the time at most EVERY time, you were with me. I'm so happy on those moments!
When i got in or i'm out! You never even take serious about me!
You asked me to always SMILE! I did what you ask.
And yet i know what is like when i RELEASED. Even everyone never care's about me!
And not even you! I always care for you, i feel i need to share the luxury on money all to you!
I don't want you suffer like how i used to suffer. Because i just wanna make you happy!
Don't wanna you be sad or crying like that time. I'm sorry for that time.
But what i actually thought now is i feel our Relationship just from 100% 
when ur closer to me and now is like 20%!
I hate seeing you never eat! I hate people looking down on you!
Thanks by me, i now gonna be honest to people. I gonna express how i feel!
You just don't know how i feel! 

I don't want anything, i just want you! I just need you like he do! I tried everything to make you happy!
I lost everything okays! Love is as fragile as a glass! Why choose to hurt me instead?!
Hold on to you! Because i don't wanna lose any battlefield of love!
This is stupid, i know i'm stupid fighting over for a girl?!
Ya that night was the most happy day! I love it! I like it!
Crying over you, floating like tsunami. I never blame you! Because cry while you can.
Because after that gonna be your happiest day in your life. Expressing what i feel and what you feel.
Thanks! Thanks everything. Ya, i still treat you like a queen! Carrying your bag around, let you hold me! Touch me! Sleeping beside me. I feel so happy!
Thanks. But i know your not going back to me. Because you say me and him pushes you.
Sighs, i just don't know what i'm saying!

No ones care me after i Released! Stupid!
Nevermind, let me be alone. The emo-boyster!
Emo! Always.

Just now when to Camp back, everything hits normal! :> Get to talk to Charles Sir, he interview me.
But i request to have half day, i felt tired okay! I slept like 2 hours! Damn tired can!
I didn't get to eat at Cookhouse, cause my kaki's watch hes smart4! WTH!
But i didn't felt hungry, i keep on thinking of something. Until i forget and don't wanna eat! ;<
WTF wrong with me! Please someone! Sighs.
So me and my kaki went to Bedok, hit the Bedok Point! That new shopping centre at Bedok.
Damn fuck! No movie! Shit! :<

So after that around 6pm he went back to Camp, as he wants to watch his favourite show. -,-!!
And i went to Bedok South just to find someone ear, i really wanna express everything out!
I wish that person is the person who i wanna tell. But that person didn't care me now!
Sighs, care when i'm inside. But when i'm outside. I no person in that person heart anymore!
;< FUCK EVERYTHING!
I'M GOING DOWN! LOW DOWN!

I WANT SOMEONE CARE ME MUCH LIKE HOW I CARE FOR THAT PERSON!
I NEED YOUR LOVE! PROMISE ME WILL YOU! WE WILL MAKE A BETTER LOVE!
I LOVE YOU! & WILL MAKE YOU THE ONLY GIRL IN THE WORLD!

On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright!
Then this thing turned out so evil, i don't know why i'm still surprised. 

But you'll always be my loving and care person, even though you've lost your mind. 
Now there's gravel in our voices glass is shattered from the fight in this tug of war, you'll always win! Even when i'm right cause you feed me money from your hand.. ;x 
With violent words and empty threats and it's sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.. Sighs... I try to run but i don't wanna ever leave, till our love are growing up! ;< Deep with all our memories!!! 
Without you, i'm nothing, i'm so lost, hug me!! ;< 
Then tell me how ugly i am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on. 

Cause we're that lucky together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of hole mountains.
I may have lie to you many times, i'm starting to lose count.. 

I'm sorry. 
But together, we'll live forever, we found the Love Story Fountain! 
Our love is crazy, we're nuts. 
I'm in my fucking mind, without you, i will think too much! Sighs..