Those were th days we have much time together, but now...

Now at chalet, feeling so down. I didn't meant to said that my birthday Celebration is today. It's actually tmrw.

And i'm damn stress with all those people who turned out today cause i didn't have th chance to buy food and drinks all. Just come back from Escape Theme Park, wet and very wet. Wish had th fun with Mona just now.

Everyday about life i keep on thinking why why why, what's wrong with that person! I dislike him! Very frustrated about him. I kept thinking so hard and i gonna promise myself just to let go that feeling. Th feeling that i kept so long, that i will cherish that person till th end. And i break my promise. Cause i never feel anything between us, all that promises. You don't f-cuking care at all. Then it's okays. Maybe i shall find someone better.

Now Dan, Mona, My Brother and Shah helping to solve th problem about foods and drinks all. Thanks god!

I got really nothing to said serious shit! I can't even help myself with this type of things, feeling like just wanna runaway from this chalet and be irresponsible with this problem. But i can't, i have still have to face everything myself. Can't imagine that you can actually never really care about me just like last time. Hope that you find someone better like what i gonna do. Maybe its time for us to really break up our relationship. Cause from now onwards i will never fcuking care about you anymore. I'M PROMISED!

Because i find it stupid to care and concern about people who never cherish me that much?! For what fuck!

Right?! Maybe i got alot of other brother's out there who is actually more better than you. Takecare. ;/

I felt hurt, i felt insecure, i felt someone just stepped my head! Felt someone gonna leave me forever.

I still have not sleep from just now, as we quarrel together again. Well, th same old thingy. I guess i gonna let go everything that my heart has been hurt and i gonna let it go at once! Once it kept black, forever be black!

=( i sick and tired seriously!

Can anyone out there willing to talk to me. I really feeling damn sad! Damn sad! ;(

UPDATEDS

Updating on my 3days2night chalet.
COSTA SANDS RESORT (DOWNTOWN EAST)

DUE : 21/06/2010 & 22/06/2010
22/06 will be BBQ & CAKE cut day! :D
Do come earlier.

And is a must to bring presents. ;x

Just shut up and get lost!

As i grow older, i have learned something. But that something is such a miserable things. :(

I'm Irratating! I'm Annoying! I'm what else? JUST SAID!

I forever will lost a brother's each year, cause i annoy them! What the fuck is this?!
I'm trying t said everything i can! Saying sorry isn't enough i know.
But can you like give me face?! I'm just asking, you was saying : I was IRRATATED?!
Then you don't wanna come! WTF IS THIS!
I'm been hurt many times and you always made me cry! I don't give a fuck whether ppl said why i'm crying!
Cause It's doesnt matter, like you always said!

Now what?! Other brother said : You always bastard me, say want come don't want come?!
This is the matter! I don't like! I don't like those feeling! Please...
My birthday coming, can you brother's give me face?!

And for your bloody informations! What if esmonde is coming? Is he pop? What after probations?
Fuck that! It's my birthday, i CHOOSE WHOEVER SUPPOSE TO COME AND SO!
So stop th nonsense!

Update later again :((

A fraction of your love, feels th air.

Since the day that we met,
I've never had anyone make me feel this way.
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you.
Wanna give you the whole world...

If you make the promise to me, you're gonna stay.
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused.

Updated! I'm still stuck at Downtown East Chalet :D

Just now saw Esther, Andre Adek and Ivan Love when just now was eating dinner with my girl,

at Downtown East food stall.

Gonna update pictures soon! 

So still soon. :D

(^^^) Love, i want ur love. (***)

Hohohohoho! 1 week at Pasir Ris. Now still finding place to stay, but don't know where.
Hope my mom gets the key by today. Cause i now really really very tired!

Today when to watched A Nightmare On Elm Street! with Girlgirl, Brother and Uncle. :DDDD

Based on characters created by Wes Craven in his 1984 sleeper horror hit, Freddy Krueger returns in "A Nightmare On Elm Street", a contemporary re-imagining of the horror classic. A group of suburban teenagers share one common bond: they are all being stalked by Freddy Krueger, a horribly disfigured killer who hunts them in their dreams. As long as they stay awake, the can protect one another... but then they sleep, there is no escape.

Release Date:	3rd June 2010
Language:	English
Running Time:	96 mins
Rating:	M18
Genre:	Thriller.

Tonight will be going to Zirca, cause theres a Mr Hunk tonight. Will be supporting Eddy! :)
Will end here. :)

Love My Girlfriend! :D

Stop it! Please, stop it!

I remember years ago someone told me, 

I should take caution when it comes to friends, trust, care and love!
I did! And you were there to be strong and I was not! My illusion, my mistake.

I was careless, I forgot. I did! And now when all is done, There is nothing to say.
You have gone and so effortlessly. You have won! You can go ahead tell them!

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof tops.
Write it on the sky line, all we had is gone now.

Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken. All my scars are open!
Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible. 

But falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst! 

Broken trust and broken hearts too.
Thinking all you need is there, building faith on love and words.
And know when all is gone, there is nothing to say.
And if you're done with embarrassing me, Go on your own you can go ahead tell them!

Always people think that i'm always the happiest guy ever! But no, that is wrong.

Inside me was full of emotions breakdown. I do get Jealous! Sad! and what other things.

When i'm angry and don't like the person i will keep it to my heart just to get Revenge!

Keep it for years and will show it when time comes.

And always people thought that i'm those kind of Soft-Hearted, Yes!

But to those people who i love alot!

I can be very Selfish at times! But to those people i love i won't.

I'm sad at times, i just don't know what happen to my life. Feeling so fuck-ed up!

Really lose control, damn fuck-ed up feelings!

Since the day the person has left, my life is like really over! I can't do it alone.

And i know my girlfriend is there for me to help-ed me at all those things.

But i feel like i'm somehow a fuck-ed up Boyfriend, but i do Love my girlfriend alot.

When i'm mad or feel damn sad, i tend to Eat more, Walk fast!

Tend to give people faces, because sometimes i really can't take it anymore!

I feel there's something i got to do with my life. And i'm always have High Blood Pleassure!

Always fast angry! Damn fast. I'm seriously need to change.

And some of my friends and brother's.

Do keep in mind of this, i Respect you, i Care about you, i Help-ed you!

Please appreciate it! I don't want to become like your subsitute.

When you need me there, i be there. So whenever you guys go out? No need call me.

When you need help, then you call me? Wtf is this?!

Please! I don't really want this fucking reasons.

Saying that i never invite you go those places i go? What is this!

Example :

Jack : Woahs, go town never jio me?!

Me : Huhs, sorry lahs. Maybe next time?

Jack : Okays, that time i went drinking with Kenny they all.

Me : And you never invite me too? Wtf!

Jack: Oh, forget about you mahs.

Me : -.- we are brother's, you do things like this?!

Example 2 :

Jack : I got something to tell you abt my girlfriend, i don't know what to do..

Me : Why what happen, just to sort things out.

Jack : Help me Boyster.

Me : I try to help.

See those Example's?

Brother's or Friend's, you trying to use me or?

That's it! I don't wanna be Scapegoat anymore!

Settling a relationship?! Fucktard. I'm just angry okays!

I don't want it feels hurt! I can't take it anymore seriously!

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Sigh, i stop here. I continue again, when i feel like writing. );

take ur dirty pictures for me. LOL =X

Boyster is always back. But yet he have some conflicts between some peoples who always jealous about him!
Damn, this is my life. This is my style! What you guys want from me?! Stop it! It's getting on my nerves.
I just don't understand why you people wanna jealous about me. When i walk, when i talk?
Why you can't even do that? That's why you jealous. Ya! So what i can talk to girls very long?
You jealous?! Please stop it! Ya i do act dao, cause i don't even remember where we meet up or what.
I'm sorry on behalf on my action's.

Alright, i gonna upload picture's. Lay back time! :DDDD
Let th picture's to the talking!

Take your Dirty Picture for me, take you Dirty Picture! =X