I told the world, one day i would pay it back. But i don't even know if i believe it when i'm saying that.
Doubt starting to creep in, everyday it's just so grey and black. Hope i just need a ray of that. Cause no one sees my vision. When i play it for them, they just say it's whack. But they don't know what dope is. And i don't know if i was awake or asleep when i wrote this. All i know is you came to me when i was at my lowest!
You picked me up, breathed new life in me. I own my life to you.
But for the life of me, i don't see why you don't see like i do?
You say before : But it just dawned on me, i lost a Son. Demon's fighting you, it's dark!
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you. I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue. Cos me and you were like a crew. I was like your sidekick. You gonna either fight when i get of this fucking place. Or you gonna hug me, but i'm not an options! There's nothing else i can do.
It hurts when i see you Struggle! You come to me with ideas. You say they're just pieces, so i'm puzzled. Cos the shit i hear is crazy! But you're either getting lazy or you don't believe in you no more. Seems like your own opinions not one you can form. Can't make a decision, you keep questioning yourself.
Second guessing, Almost like your begging for my help! Like i'm your leader? You're supposed to be my fucking mentor! I can endure no more! I demand you remember who you are! It was you! Who believed in me. When everyone was telling you, don't sign me. Everyone at the fucking label, let's tell the truth! You risked your career for me, i know it as well as you. * I'm crying in this booth! You saved my life, now maybe it's my time to save yours. But i can never repay you, what you did for me is way more. But i ain't giving up faith and you ain't giving up on me. Get up * I'm dying! I need you, come back for the fuck sake!
Phew, hand till tired. LOL! Oh people don't care the on top typings. I writing for someone. :D
Well, some people in life thought we don't need them but actually we need them the most. But some people treat people like shit! I admit it. Fuck care! :x
