Wherever, whever you wanna go. I wanna love you forever!

Love, through the trees, past the sky. Beyond the northern lights. Your the same, my delight. Reflecting in your eyes. And I won't let go, if you wait for me. Whenever, whatever and then you, select the day, selection. Whenever, whenever. I wanna love forever, love forever, baby. Wherever, wherever you wanna go. (One day)
Do whatever, do whatever baby. Wherever, wherever, forever together. 

I fell asleep, don't know why. You let me come alive. You and me. We collide. Ignite the starry fire. And you warm me up, and you wait for it. Whenever, whenever.

Baby, i feel so sorry about always picking up fight with you. I know your angry when i meet my <3's one.

But i won't neglect you anm! I promise. Please forgive me. About yesterday i really wanna give up, because picking a fight with you, makes me love you more. :)

Hope you forgive me, i'm sorry once again. I love you. I don't bear to leave you again and again.

Cos your the only girl who understand much! I will listen to you. And i follow your saying.

I don't wish to pick on fight on you anm, you once runaway from me to find other guys.

I don't want to feel that feeling anm! Cos, it's hurt. I don't want! Please.

We gonna make it for our marriage, our lovely Taylor! & Have our happily ever! Not after! :x

<3 you always.

PS : If 1 day, 2 day, 3 day. I never get to meet you, but i still get the chance to meet you after the 3 days.

Becos without meeting you, i gonna miss you like hell!

Isn't it sad when you get hurt so much, you can finally say 

"I'm used to it."

*PS : Picture's are not EDIT!

So don't say i edit till so nice horxz! ;|

No matter how hard we quarrel, but i don't wish to happen again.

I'm sorry, Baby!

 This is the love, i can only give.

Love can only be given to 1 person, that is you. Baby!

I promised i won't "Neglect" & "Leave" you again!

Just know this, without him. I have no friends at all. My life won't be as happier.

I hope you understand.

Always thinking about you, Baby! <3

Na ruk anot, my 2 UNGLAM PIC'S! XD

Laugh when you can! 

At my loverboy work place, Daniel!

Watch, how he is damn hard working. :D

Okay lahs, i nothing to do. So took pictures! :x

 This picture has alot of meaning, baby!

Your the one who make me so slim! Your the one who make me so cute, like a "Gay" only!

Your the one who make my face turn so young! Your the one, who make everything goes OH LA LA!

Hahahahahahas.

I'm glad to have you and D's!

But please don't quarrel over him again, please. I will balance myself alright!

Life and love are different. So i will take the love, is for you! But not for D's.

But for life, i need you two! :<

That's all i asking for.

Hope for you understanding, my Baby!

I feeling so sleepy nowadays and wanted to puke every moment.

I think i'm "Pregnant!" Damn! Cannot lahs, i'm a guy. 

Hahahahahas.

So ya, hmm.. I shall update more?

If i got more picture's!

Thanks for the view, my dear viewers fans.

*PS : Can help me click on the ADS, for your <3 to me! 

Thank you! Appreciate your help.

 

Baby, your one in a million!

Baby, i wake up alrdy. :) Now want prepare and bathe. Later going tampines.

W/ - Mom, Brother & Sister.

Wake up call me. :D Now i'm missing you badly. Sighs!

Been missing you. :(

How i wish you be with me 24/7 hahas.

Like that no need work.

Okay lah, later i update again.

Chao's! :D

Heartbroken!

I'm sorry my girl, i know i'm useless! :<
I love you this much, i just dk what you wanna me to do. I changed, i changed to a good one.
I don't wanna leave you anymore. That is a promise! :< Can you just understand my feelings?
I still need friends, brothers. But all gone, all gone. No one ever care about me when i feeling up and downs!
I sacrifice everything, clubs. Now i want is to be my girlfriend side, but not always.

WHERE WERE YOU! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! :<
I ALWAYS TRUSTED YOU, I ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOU!
WHERE'S THE FUCKING RETURN! CAN YOU DON'T MAKE ME ANGRY?!
WHEN I COMEOUT IS JUST THAT YOU DON'T CARE ME AS MUCH AS LAST TIME!
WHAT DID I DO! GOD! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT DID I DO!
SOMETIMES, I ALWAYS TELL MY GIRLFRIEND, I REALLY CAN'T BE BOTHERED!
I REALLY CAN'T! BUT WHEN I NEED YOU, BY MY SIDE! NO ONE! NO ONE!
I TRUSTED YOU TOO MUCH! BUT WHAT DID I GET?!

YOU CHANGED! YOU FUCKING BLOODY CHANGED! NOW I NO ONE TO YOU.

STILL FUCKING FRAMED PHOTOGRAPHS OF YOU & ME TOGETHER! IS ALL I HAVE OF ME AND YOU ANYMORE. WE WERE SO INTO EACH OTHER AND WE THOUGHT IT LAST FOREVER! AND I WON'T FORGET YOU, I DON'T REGRET YOU! BUT THE HARDEST THING I HAVE HAD TO DO IS LIVE WITHOUT YOU! AND I WONDER WHY WE BOTH WALKED AWAY! I HAVE TRIED WITHOUT YOU, CRIED ABOUT YOU! NOW TURN AROUND, COME BACK! SO I DON'T DREAM WITHOUT YOU! AND I PROMISE I WILL MAKE YOU WANT TO STAY.

I'M SORRY FOR ALL I DID, WHAT I SAID. AND THE THINGS I HID. I'M FINALLY OVER ME! THE PAST IS THROUGHT. I CAN'T IMAGINE WHERE I BE! IF YOU HAD NEVER RESCUED ME! YOU GAVE ME HOPE TO LIVE! NOW I NEED YOU! COS I NEED YOU NOW!

As post to you : 

5 months ago,When you left me alone.I had learnt not to be like the past "me".You didn't know how fucking hard I try not to drop anymore tears.Not ensuring people I'm alright,but ensuring myself more.Telling myself I'll be strong and fine.Yet now you're back my side as a new you.I'm happy yet now I start to feel the fear of the past is hunting me back.Dai yin Mai?The one that I love the most?! :(

: I WROTE IT! 

YOU BETTER FUCKING DELETE ALL THE FUCKING POST YOU WROTE FOR ME! I DID NOTHING WRONG OKAYS! DAI YIN MAI?! CAN YOU FUCKING HEAR ME WHEN I'M INSIDE DB ANOT?! NO RIGHT?! WERE YOU THERE INSIDE THAT CELL? WHOS THE FUCK SUFFERING INSIDE FOR THAT FUCKING 5 MONTHS! WHO THE FUCK GOES THAI PUB/DISCO FOR THAT FUCKING 5 MONTHS! YOU LEFT ME, BECAUSE OF KELVIN! YOU LEFT ME! KEEP TELLING ME YOU MUST ACT STRONG, BE STRONG ! AND FINE! FOR WHAT FUCK, YOU WANNA ACT STRONG WHEN YOU CAN'T BE STRONG! JUST BECAUSE HES DOTE YOU MORE THAN I DO WHEN I'M INSIDE?! YOU FIND A GUY JUST TO ENTERTAIN WHEN I'M INSIDE?! WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ?! I LOST FRIENDS! I LOST YOU! I LOST EVERYTHING WHEN I'M INSIDE THERE! I TRY TO FIGHT FOR YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF KELVIN! YOU DID THREATEN ME! YOU FUCK! YOU DID SAY : IF I EVER CONFRONT HIM! YOU BREAK UP WITH ME! YOU BREAK UP WITH ME! FOR ALL THE WORDS YOU WANNA USE, YOU WANNA BREAK WITH ME! AND NOW I'M BACK TO YOUR SIDE! I CHANGED! I FUCKING CHANGED! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I LOVE & CARE & DOTE MORE THAN EVERYONE ELSE! I EVEN FUCKING SACRIFICE MYSELF NOT TO GO CLUB ANYMORE! YOU GET PARANOID WHEN YOUR NOT BY MY SIDE! SO WHERE'S THAT FUCKING TRUST, IF YOU STILL PARANOID! I DON'T FUCKING HONG GIRLS OKAY, BUTTERFLYS?! BUTTERFLY FOR WHAT FUCK! PEOPLE GOT EYES TO SEE! YA, I HAVE FACE! I CARE ABOUT MY NAME, FACE AND MY RELATIONSHIP STATUES! I RESPECT IT! THAT'S WHY I NEVER GO HONG GIRLS! WHAT FEAR DO YOU FUCKING HAVE?! I GONNA LEAVE YOU LIKE LAST TIME! NO NO NO! THAT'S NOT FUCKING TRUE OKAYS! WHEN I SAY I GONNA FETCH YOU FROM WORK! YOU SAY DON'T NEED! I TRYING TO BE A GOOD BOYFRIEND, NOT LIKE THE FUCKING PAST NEGLECTING YOU! CAN YOU JUST FUCKING UNDERSTAND MY FEELING ANOT! I DON'T WANT QUARREL WITH YOU, BECAUSE WHEN I KNOW I QUARREL WITH YOU. YOU START TO CONTACT THAT FUCKING CHEAPSKIT COUGH SYRUP GUY, ASKING GIRL MONEY FOR PAYING HIS DEBT! TAKING DRUGS LIKE NO EDUCATIONS STEALING GIRLFRIEND, WHEN THE BOYFRIEND IS INSIDE! YOUR EX! YOUR EX! HE CAUSE THIS FUCKING THING! HE CAUSE EVERYTHING! I SWEAR TO GOD AND I SWEAR TO WHOEVER SAW THIS FUCKING POST SHIT! I MAKE SURE I GONNA KILL HIM WITH A KNIFE, IF HE DARES TO RUINED OUR RELATIONSHIP! CAN YOU PLEASE, PLEASE?! UNDERSTAND ME! I HAVE NO ONE ELSE! I HAVE NO ONE ELSE! UNDERSTAND! I'M NOT THAT FUCKING FAMOUS BOYSTER ANYMORE! I HAVE CHANGED! CHANGED!!!!!!!!!!!! =<

What else i gonna do! I wanna kill myself! :<
CUT MY WRIST BETTER! 

Love is blind, but if you figure it out! All your love will be completed! Like how i do it! :>

Love is always blind. But i did it! :) I'm proud of it!
Well, today i been a good boy! Didn't went to PH. As i was really can't be bothered by people nowadays.
Why my girlgirl don't believe! :<
Maybe i'm too old to club! I rather go thai pub/disco sia, serious shit! =P

Went to bugis, shopping! ;)
Saw Jesslyn, Ah Wen & Ah Chun. :) HEY!

Than after shopping went back to Hougang, my girlgirl house. Rest awhile, put all the things.
After that we went to Cine-Leisure, OMG! You guys know how many months i didn't step in there!
Like more than 5 months! Okay lahs, i was bloody happy. And i'm smelling the place that i miss alot! :)

Went Cine watch-ed the movie, "The Scream 4". COOL SHIT EVER!
PS : But girlgirl, don't like! Because its too scarry! :<














After that went home, with a Cab. :)
Now home sweet home, i gonna rest early. Have a morning jog! :) Gonna lose weight okays!
Nights peoples! :)

Happy 2 Years Anniversary Wifey! ;) LOVE YOU!

Happy 2 years Anniversary, my dear girlgirl! Finally it's our 2 years! We completed! I'm glad i'm back with you. That's why i try to fight how hard is it! Because i don't want him to involve to our relationship, i promise i won't talk about him anymore. Make you heart feel so sick, i know! I'm sorry. I only need you and him in my life that's all. And of course! Our group of Cliques, Cycena & the Boyfriend. Lai Sing, Penny, Li Ting and other's. They are the best! The day won't be happy without them. I know. :)

Trying my best to be the good boyfriend just now okays. Today i pay alot of things. Cause i know girlgirl no money liao. ;) Got so good anot me? Hahas. And i won't forget one thing, 1st May and 10th of May, i will get pay. Alot of pay and i gonna share it with J & D only! So ya, without them in my life. Will be ruined! Okay lah, saying about D's. I miss him alot! Must faster get his spects fast! Later he keep kaobei! Hahahas.

Okay, just now i was late like 15 minutes to girlgirl house. Sorry lahs, the bus so slow and somemore from the bus - stop i walk to her house. No matter how hard to walk and sweat going down to my legs, i will still walk to my girlgirl house even it's very far. She cooked today, okay i love it! But it's pork. I try to cut down pork okay! Don't wanna eat anymore. And her mother cooking. I only don't like the Herbal cum black chicken. Feel like my stomach is calling to toilet now. But nvm, i gonna finish my post.

After eat dinner at girlgirl house, when down to meet Lai Sing, Penny, Li Ting and 1 guy. PS : I don't know his name, nvm. So we went to Hougang Green. Hahas, thanks to them! Wishing our 2 years anniversary. Love you guys! ;DDD
So we went to eat at Syed Roti Prata shop. The uncle jitao really stupid! We order, he write down. But when bill come he asked us what we eaten just now. HOW PATHETIC CAN IT BE! -,-!!
After that went to badminton court there slack-ed. Li Ting and her Boyfriend went off first, so left me, my girlfriend, penny and lai sing. Slacked till 4.30am. We went home with cab!

Hahahahahas.

To : My Girlfriend, My Pretty, My Wifey, My Love One. Only girl in the world!
What has happen in the past, we put it in the past. Now is time for our future! I don't want anything to get involve in our relationship anymore. Let's forget the past, i promised i won't say about anything regarding about him. Yes! Today onwards i won't say okay! Today i been a good NSF and a good Boyfriend okay. I went to endorse my MC'S! And i don't want delay any longer! I wanna get my pay and everything!
I promised to be the Boyfriend/Hubby to takecare of you, dote you the most and care for you the most too!

I won't neglect my care and love like last time anymore. I changed! So remember don't PARANOID! I warned you. I really love you. Happy 2 Years Anniversary! Thanks for been there for me for this 2 years. Helping me, supporting me, care for me, loving me. And i want you to be the Faithful girl i ever know. Counted by this year that means i know you for more than 5 years already. I already getting closed to you day by day. I know your pattern everything, please don't lie to me about anything. Anything don't like, say it out. Don't put it to your heart and i make sure i gonna answer every question you ask me. I promised!
Don't take D's things again, he's my only truthful brother. I hope you understand. And if he need help i will only help him! Hope you understand okays, girlgirl. After this i gonna bathe and nua liaoxz! Tired-rise, camp slept awhile nia. NABEI! SO HOT! I gonna be awake at 12pm i think. Cause gonna go to girlgirl house and accompany her. And we shall go out for our dinner or what. Love you! Please sleep early my girlgirl. ;>

Love you, my only girl in the world! :>

Signing off : Boyster, your only Boy in the world! ;>

Love love love, i want your love! :)

PS : Cute right the girl!

 (PS : I love her! Damn much!)

How many love can be deep? How many person are willing to wait?
After losing, then just realize, recalling near the arrangement.
A scene after scene conversation, performing our future on the stage.
Await, is actually a kind of pain, once the person we deeply love is gone.
It's me who don't dare to neglect the love you give to me!
Now I only want to be back to the first time, don't wish to let you cry anymore.
After loneliness, only you can accompany me. Now I only want to be back to the initial time.
I know you still love me, the beloved you.
Would you please hold my hand tightly? Would you please take a look at me!
Please look at me, who need you!
Only want you to turn back. ;)

Know what's the feeling when you know last time don't love her that much, but once she leaves you!
You get hurt and sad for that fucking 5 months! I regret okays and i learn my mistake either.
That's why i say, Cherish, Love, Care for the person now! Don't waste you relationship just like that.
Now i know i have fight back everything, just to have you by my side again!
And i'm happy alright. I won't cry and hurt like that 5 months again.
I'm sorry for not being the good boyfriend. But i always be the good husband! ;x

2 more days to our 2 years anniversary! Omg, that's fast right people.
Sighs, i will cry on this day. Don't know why i wasted that fucking 5 months! Shit!

The story of myself, D's and always mine (JTLY)! S2 you two!

Just one more day i gonna book in to camp! And the feeling is really sucks lahs. And i gonna leave my girlfriend, while i'm at camp.. Hopefully i can get 8 to 5pm! And i can accompany her.

Sighs, saying about "I'm not a good boyfriend, but i can be a good "Husband"!" I'm really scared 1 day, yes i know i can't be a good boyfriend, but when i'm Married, i shall be your good HUSBAND. Cause i do respect myself and my Wife as a Husband. OMG! I really paranoid sia. <3 Her! 

I promise we gonna have our Taylor! Because no matter what's happen, we gonna make thru everything! :)

Arghs, fucking regret lahs go in DB. Hell place to be! ;<

To Daniel, miss him every single day! Wish him to be safe always! Don't smoke too much! Takecare your girlfriend well okays, my Ah di <3! Will get your spects soon! I promise! I love him, always him as my brother! No one can compare within him, who compare i will shoot back whatever it takes! Only him, only him can make my day happier. But no one's else! He waited for me when i'm Released. But i too selfish to meet him! But i did! I did call him and meet him, because i can't really bear what it takes! I'm sorry. ;) Love you my Ah di <3 Daniel.

Hahahahhaas, this few days keep drinking, dranking, drunken! Damn, the feeling sucks lahs. Shall stop drinking this week! Enough already! Enough. Hahahahahas, thanks to my Wifey... <3 her! So much. I know i have changed, to a good one. I hope you won't hurt me like for the past 5 months, i know i'm in the wrong too. I should not even leave you. It's suffering inside you know! ;<

Okays lahs, i shall stop here. Feeling very sleepy! And my right eyes i think gonna infections. So pain, non-stop tears drop! Damn.

Good night world!

Frightening places! ;(

I wouldn't wanna go back to that 4 walls again anm! I promised! I know i have changed alot after i have Released from DB. Changed to a good person, don't wanna be that Boy anm! I'm a man, okay! Not that childish anm! People keep saying me for nothing. I dislike it! Please. And that day there's this 2 girls, 1 fat 1 thin. Taking pictures of Me and My Girlfriend pictures don't know for what fuck lahs!

Can i be like the last time me? No! I wouldn't wanna do that! I hate my last time life. FRIENDS will be there for you, ARE YOU SURE?! I'm the one who handling all alone when i'm inside DB. I need friends all day who can keep accompanied thru out my Sentences... But yet no one is there for me. Keep sending letters out there, but all i received was Sad cases! Arghs!

Okays, i shall update more when i at home. Because be alone and blogging and all is the perfect time for me to express my feelings.

Goodbye!