Lust don't last! Bound th love, people!

At th lines, i'll hold you. At th battle cry, i'll hold you.
At every shot, i'll hold you. and at every word, i'll hold you!

There's a revolution here, underway. So when their hate finds you.
You look at them in th eye and say :
"I'm beautiful in my way, cause god makes no mistakes. I'm on th right track! Baby i was born in this way!"

We got enough love in our hearts, t take all their hate. So when their army comes, you look them in th eye and say : "I stand in nobody's way! But yet i suffer each day, i'll fight with honor. I was fucking born in this way!"

Happy Halloween t everyone's!
Friday th 29th.
Drinking!


Wanted t go Jeremy event's but in th end th club was small. And th enviroment so like Zzzz..
So we move t Boat Quay instead and drink instead. Before that alot of quarrel's and misunderstood!
I'm sorry my D's! Not that i wanna lie, is th time is not right. I'm not treating you like a dog either, i know i can't plan properly. I should tell you earlier if i'm doing something. I will mark your words : "I don't wanna make you wait!" ;> But i take things for granted! I'm sorry. Your not a toy either! Your my brother, one special brother who i always love! Don't angry okays.

Drank at Jab 1 with my Girlfriend, Daniel, Laising, Eddie and crew! Drink until i can't even control my emotions. Damn sucks la th feeling! After drinking when t Geylang, frog porridge there. OMG! You gotta hear this people! This group of people, friend of Eddie. 2 person eat Frog porridge going t $70bucks! They like eating family feast like that, i can't imagine and i was fucking shock serious shit! For th first time, people eat and drink like spend over th limit! Easy say! Hahas. Next time Eddie, if your drinking or going eat. Please tell me earlier so i can go other places hahahahahas. I not that bad lahs! <;

Aftermath, Eddie friend send Laising home. And my Girlfriend and Daniel hit t my Crib!
"They both are really SMALL KIDS!" I need t become their babysiter! Damn!! Put their things put anyhow.
Especially th Daniel, hahas. So cute!

Saturday th 30th,
Drinking again!

Girl went t work at around 12pm. Me and Daniel is still sleeping, after awake. We went down t buy food as we are damn super hungry! After buy we bring back our food t my house. After that around 5pm, prepare/bathe and straight bus t Far East. Meet up my Girlfriend, Laising, Cycena and Tavis. Have our dinner at Far East Plaza, damn sickening CHINA WOMANS! After that went t smoke, Tavis left first as he got work. And my Girlfriend last minute got work so she went t Bugis with th girls. Me and Daniel mrt down t Bugis hit some arcades. Hahas! I finish up my $2bucks of token, but Daniel didn't. LOLS?! After that we walk from Bugis t her work place. And meet up with her. After that we took a cab t Cuppage t Tavis work place and start t DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK! Th place like Resort and Neverland. But there more HIGH CLASS then Resort and Neverland. Want t diao flowers t th guys must atleast $50bucks sia. Resort and Neverland $10 bucks got right?! Wahahahahas! How i wish i'm those guys, atleast a $200bucks - $1k i earn. But in th end must sleep with those customers WTF! =X

Aftermath, we was too drunk! We took a cab t hougang, Girlfriend want t take her stuff from her house. And Daniel went back t Sengkang. Home sweet home! ;)

Ta da... Done with my blog! So sorry didn't update! As i'm lazy like a pig! Hahahahahas.
I admit that i'm FAT! But as far as i know, i'm taller than you! So stfu! ;)

Like i'm th only boy in th world ;(

Can life be th dream that i ever want? No!
That's only a dream not reality anyway. When it comes t Friends/Brothers/Sisters, they gone where?
Gone t hell. You know when you got problem, you will share with your loves one.
But they intend t hear and comeout from another ear. This is totally bull-shits! Hate this type of friends.
When they got problem, they come find you and you will help them!
So you know what you gonna do? Keep low profile! Don't contact, until they contact you.
This is what i gonna do! Fuck this _|_


Want you to make me feel like I'm th only Boy in the world. Like I'm th only one that you'll ever love.
Like I'm th only one who knows your heart. Only Boy in the world...

Tonight is your night. ;x

Hey brother, i know your inside. And wanting t go out. I missing you. Missing all we done as a brother. :< Idk, whether your inside or in Army. But have t go ask your sis. But whatever you do inside, please be safe and just listen t whatever they say. And comeout safely. :> Hope t see you when you comeout. And hope you remember me as your brother. Ah fan aka Ah Han. <3

Just came back from Parklane. Movie, Paranormal Activity 2 at Cathay. :) Nice show! Wonderful effects. Heart-attacks! Later going out again. Fcuk die me, going sleep soon. Bye world. Update later.

Bad Dreams Fcuk!

Coz when i'm with that person, i am thinking of you. What you would do if you were th one who was spending th night. I wish that i was looking into it. But you're th best and yes i do regret. How i could let myself let you go. Now th lesson's learned. I touched it i was burned. I think you should know. That person kiss...ed my lips, i taste your mouth. He pulled me in, I WAS DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF! ;< BAD DREAMS! FCUK!

  

Just came back from Hougang, penny house there. :> So cute, where we are all couple accept penny. >,< LOLS!

 I guess time and time i should just fcuking leave you! Cause your just a pieces of shits! I don't wanna meet you nor see your face. Guess what? Watching my loverboy more is better than you! And please fcuk off from my life! Your disgusted serious shit! Thanks for th everything, but not for th love. I don't love you! You should just find other person better than me. 

 Erase-ing th awful memory out of my brains. Now i realise that someone that i dote alot, is better than you! Atleast people give me good attention when i'm with that person! ;) Thanks, i learn my lesson. 

Li lick k lick . :x

You're th best and yes i do regret. He kissed my lips, i taste your mouth. He pulled me in, i was disgusted with myself! How i could let myself let you go. Now th lesson's learned. I touched it i was burned. Cause when i'm with him i am thinking of you! What you would do if you were th one who was spending th night. Looking into your eyes, will you walk through and bust in th door.. Take me away, with no more mistakes. Cause in your eyes i like t stay....

I'm off t hougang (:

Will update more soon.

Just a quote :D

There’s something i wanna say, something that i’ve been holding back.
Can’t let it go another day, let me start by saying that.
Nothing, means more than the truth.
And truth is that i realize, love is fading from your eyes.
Don’t know how it came to this, but we gonna get it fixed tonight.
Cus nothing, is worth losing you.

Tell me what could the problem be, that’s got you drinking way too much.
What could it be about us? Don’t you tell me not right now, i can’t let it go.

What can i do to help you see, that there’s no need for jealousy or insecurities.
I’ll do anything you want, you can even have th password t my phone.

Because nothing should come between us.
Trust in me....

 

I just got freak, freak freak baby!

(17-10-2010) Sunday.


Baby its all good. When I look at you and i see that you.
Made it through everything. After all of the ups and downs.
We figured it out, defending it all out. And I will know how t ride it out.

Happy birthday, my lover boy. Daniel, Teo Chek Wee! :D

(I choose this picture, because you look more smart, handsome, cute! :D)

(And i know when you grow older, you look more AH ZAI!)

(Can't believe that they said, all my ahdi's. Daniel is still th cutest! I said "Yucks!" Hahahahahahs.)

Achieve in life, build more money. Save it! Save it for th future.
You gain something, afterall th words i teaches you. Please learn from it.
No matter how hard in life, you got t just achieve something.
Don't bother about people, because seriously they are damn fcuking losers!
They don't even know how t spell, "P.A.I.S.E.H".

You teaches me alot of things too. I learn from it! :D
And after all th fight and up and downs. I still be there for you, whenever you need me! (;

I'm happy, thanks t you! :>

Don't forget t use up your Charming Charisma t th person before th person hates you!

And don't always lie t your love ones. They tend t think your a coward. :)

*So i hope you can keep a secret. ;>

Thanks! I'm so happy!

Lady GaGa!

I'm a Lady GaGa fans! :)

Let me share picture's of her.

This one is my favourite!

She so cool! :>

Th night is young and so are we.

First of all i wanna say to, Ms JoeyTLY.

Happy 1 Year 6 Months Monthsary! :>

Below are picture's! I re-edit. ;X

And thanks for saying me, cute! ;)

Love you as much as you love me! I know i didn't care, but i do care abit. :)

This 1 year 6 months, is like photo-copy paper. Fast machine. Lols!

Always wanted you t learn from your mistakes. But it takes times.

Changes of you will come soon. Hahas! ;)

And please take off your extention! Doesn't matter with Long or Short hair.

I can hold on t you for long, but promise me something. Convert as a Muslim/Islam from you heart, not a forced! If married is a forced, then love is forced too. ;>

Hope you understand it. And last but not least! I love you!! <3 x100000 .... 

You now sleeping! I already awake, time for me t wait for you text and i will go changed and prepare.

Faster girlgirl, wake up! :D

Is not because of th promises.

Because promise are meant t be broken. I'm in a straight world, you wanna love me can. But into relationship all i can't. Because i don't exists in th world of your world. And i already told i gonna married Joey. So anything please settle with me, don't go post anything about me or whatsoever! And yes, i damn miss him, i damn love him. So you jealous? For what fuck! You say u can't leave me, ya i lust with him before so? I treated him like a small brother before. Then no matter what every Saturday and Sunday i must follow my brother go his "Club" just t see your face, NO! I want my freedom, i want my fun. If those guys are aftering me, so let it be. Don't get jealous or what. And yes i only promise you when i get married with Joey, if anything wrongs t us or we divorce of what i be back t your life again. No! It not gonna happen. So please state th fact right. Yes i slept with you before doesn't mean "I LOVE YOU" -.-! Then i slept with D's before i must love him, how many times i slept with my brother's before? They are straights, they just need brother care. I can do that, but in this type of things i can't. I'm sorry. There's are guys out there is better than me

I wouldn't wanna bother people anymore, and i bloody hate you. 7am in th morning people is sleeping you come and see awake and talk t you? What is this? You keep on stalking me? Control me? How i can accept this type of things, if you Love me? Then let nature take course! Love can't be force by people, you are forcing that promises we make, understand? Even Joey doesn't force me in anything, she's my girlfriend she never even force me in anything. So get this in mind please.

I will post more, if anything comes up. Tyvm! :D

Just run away from these lies. Back t yesterday safe tonight.
I feel the sun creeping up like tick-tock, I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not. 

We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked, 

You got me begging....

Keep telling myself it not worth it!

Hey there D's, 8 more days t your Officially big day. I hope you should get Celebrated.

I miss you, yes i miss you like no other people! It's like going 8 months? We haven meet up.

Sorry for all th fight, quarrel and other's. I know i too harsh and control t you.

Wish you very happy and no matter what no one can low down you. Rememeber what i promised?

Hehes! <; I'm so happy whenever you msn with me and chat. So whatever it is, need anything help feel free t sms or call me. I will be more happy! I know your busy, but i too harsh and angry you don't wanna meet me.

So yes now i understand already, hmm. Hope everything okay with you and ur family.

Anyway, takecare.

Keep telling myself that its not worth it, I already know I dont deserve it.
But if its from you I dont mind Hurting. This is my perfect nightmare.
So when will I wake up and scream! Sometimes we fight, Sometimes I cry.
Why dont I just tell him goodbye, Sometimes I should but sometimes I dont.
Build up the strength to say that its wrong, Sometimes I hate sometimes I love.
Sometimes I hurt, Sometimes I dont. Sometimes I wait for him t change.
But its okay I just got t pay. ;<

Later will be going Ph, how many days and months didn't step in t Ph. Miss those clubs! Yeah today gonna hit it!

Meeting J, at hougang point. So i gonna hurry bathe and prepare. <;

Alright, please help me click LIKE, and my ads! Tyvm! ;D

BOOM, I'D CAN BE A FREAK! ;>

Look that Boyster, alot of people say that he has changed alot! And some of them said, th Boyster we know is not like this and that.

I don't know how somehow i changed alot. Regarding about relationship and all. I'm sorry people!

Especially t Gena and Yangyang. I didn't know about th full Storys, i come in straight t conclusion. Didn't bother t think either and start t quarrel with them. Hmm, okays. And t Vevian, i won't failed t become your brother! Vevian, Crystal, Gena, Adonica, Tingting, Reena, Xiaoxiao. This few sister! I respect alot! And i'm sorry for my behavior of talking and attitude. :<

I can't tell the difference between puppy love and true love anymore, because i'm blind.

I can't tell the difference between puppy love and true love anymore, because i'm blind.