I can see it on your eyes :DDD

30th Friday April 2010

Wo Ai Shang Ni <33

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I don't know if i should take my Satio to trade in to Iphone's. It's like everyone's is using Iphone's.

And their App makes me woahs! LOL =X

But the camera damn sucks and the message tones! Arghs..

So i just don't know. Maybe should let me think about it?!

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Okays, btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MING'S.

Bro, all the best to your life (:

Don't hong girls can le. Hahahahas :DDDDD

You don't even care...

27 April 2010

Revenge is sweeter, than you ever were.

Are you even listening when I talk you?

Do you even care what I'm going through?

Your eyes stare and they're staring right through?

You're right there but it's like you never knew me.

I realized that I've done too much for someone, 

that the only next possible step to do is to stop. 

Leave them alone. 

Walk away. 

It’s not like I'm giving up, and it’s not like I shouldn’t try. 

It’s just I've to draw the line of determination from desperation. 

What is truly mine will eventually be mine, and what is not, 

no matter how hard I try, will never be.

But then i realised ): 

When I don't need you 

but its always gonna come right back to me.

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Just came back from Cine-leisure, have our K-box session.

With my girl, mabel, cycena and ben. (:

Mabel chalet just pass and i'm really angry of myself.

You can't come atleast call or sms me.

I was worried for you!

Thanks to Ivan and the rest of the brother's.

Cause my girlfriend was working then they are the one who accompany me. ):

Sigh..

Do you even know how much it hurt, 

that you gave up on me to be.

Revenge is sweeter than you ever were.

I'm so mad at you right now, 

i can't even find the words. 

And you're on the way down. 

I can't wait to see you burn.

You try to make me hate myself, 

when I should be hating you.

What's the hell's wrong with you?!

I'm having the day from hell.

It wasn't all going so well, before you came.

And you told me you needed space.

Don't know who my real friends are? Anymore....

I put my faith in you.

What a stupid thing to do!

And not to mention...

I'm feeling hung over and out of touch!

I need intervention.

Attention to stop temptation to scream!!!

Everything is mest up straight from the heart.

There's alot of pictures to upload, stay tuned guys. ): 

As you are saying? Pui my father more handsome!

Thursday 22 Apr 2010.

Statues : Oh shit! I'm bloody tired man!

Yesterday when K-box-ing. LOL! So didn't rest that much, nevermind.

Hit-ted to TTSH to go for my eye appointment. And my girlgirl is feeling abit sick, so accompany her first.

As my appointment is abit later than that.

8.15am, f-cuking register and waited for 15minutes. Bloody hell, already check for my eye thingy.

Waited for the doctor to see me around 9.30am.

So what if we come first? First come first serve-d! Bull-shits!

Wait-ed till my eye pain! The doctor didn't even take good record of my eye.

Even though i have two appointment on my same eyes.

Then, thank god the other doctor came and rescue for the documents about my eyes.

Ulcers is at my eyes, and it 20% will get blind. 

So i gonna take good care and every 2 hours gonna put on my right eyes.

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Let's get back to my topic.

As i was saying, friends? Is there any really truthful friend out there who won't do some shit's problem?

Ivan, my love. There's so many friends out there who are willing to be ur BFF.

So don't take any further anger to your friends, they are like that.

So we must be selfish within all there.

Like me? I'm Boyster, i can have alot of brother's out there.

Countless friends, countless sister, countless brothers.

And i know i have 2 brothers that is truthful to me.

But i think twice, why should i be cherishful and helpful to that son of a bitch?!

He steal my friends and what now?

Everytime i need him, where did he go? Busy, busy everyday?

This is BULLSHITS. Friends will always be there for you, where's that line goes?

And for you info, you said you are my brother. Brother will not leave brother lonely.

So just a sms and thats all i will be happier?!

Fuck it! You stole my pride, you stole my friends?!

AND YOU KNOW YOU GONNA GET WHAT?!

REVENGE!

F-CUKING HELL, YOU GONNA SUFFER ALOT!

So what if your still young?

YOU DON'T F-CUKING CARE EITHER?!

Then what for i CARE?!

Bloody hell get your F-CUKING CHILDISH FRIENDS THEN STEALING MY FRIENDS!

:DDDD

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Mabel birthday coming and her chalet will be at Aranda Country Club.

So anyone nearby there, give me a call. (;

Hope to meet you all soon. Byes!  

Do you even care?! NO!

It's in my heart that wanna blog. I just don't understand what's going on.

Girl girl, this is not for you.!

So don't think too much, okay.

Monday, 19 april 2010.

Just realise something that from friend to a brother.

No matter what i still got this feeling that is hurting me or what.

I know i'm a soft-hearted person, but can i just let the feeling go?

What the f-cuked wrong with me, seriously?!

I'm not jealous or what. It's just that why must people steal my friends from me?

Is this the way you treat me 20% and you treat her/him 80%?

I intro you as a friend and you f-cuking put more percentage on her/him.

It's not fair ok!

Thanks to Silvien, Basil, Adeline, Bash, Ahgal, Cherylene, Justin, Jordon.

And last but no least my Adorable Girlfriend. (;

Thanks for all the advice at facebook.

Yes, Silvien i know if its in your situation you confirm angry right?

I should choose my friend properly? I just can't.

I take this brother 100% cause i trust and care him so much.

And what comes around goes around if they deserve it.

I just don't wanna him to get it to deserve it.

As sigh ...

Everything happens for a reason, right?

But am i that stupid to intro that person to my friends? I just don't know!

I feel so like fell out of circle of my friends?

F-cuking i know that person for 4 years and he know that person for few months.

And he is more closer to that person then me?

Wtf right? They two f-cuking treat me what seriously?!

I don't jealous! Is just that why last time that 4 years of my friend treat me good now treat me very bad?!

And him i more closer to him now it change role. F-cuking hell i don't like that feeling.

I just don't f-cuking wanna CONFRONT to him.

I might as well get BREAK UP RELATIONSHIP?! ISNT IT?

And Silvien, i know what you saying just now is that "She lack of friends?"

You sure? She f-cuking took alot of photos with her own friends.

And she lack of friends? 800+ facebook friends and lack of friends?

F-CUK IT SERIOUSLY!

And you know because of that person, he wanna go find that BITCH!

And leave me aside?! F-CUK!

I HATE IT MAN! I HATE IT MAN!

I wish i wouldn't even intro him to anyone, f-cuking alot of my friends change because of him?!

F-cuk my life seriously! F-CUK!

Stealing of friends? F-CUK OFF!

Sunday April 18 2010.

Hate hate, hate hate hate.

I don't care what Bitch'es say, i don't even look that way!

So, wannabe spongbob ?

Thanks for your comment, ya so what people hates me.

I think alot of people hates you cause you kind of childish, damn! Hahas!

None of the bitch'es looks better than me!

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Now at balestier playing lan. Yeah! Thanks to weixin, i hope my right eyes recover soon.

So many event's this april.

14 april past so fast, i love that day alot!

;S

Right eye recover soon, no one wanna care i know. So what?!

Maybe curse you till die and i don't even f-cuking care about you.

Hahas, okays. Let's have revenge, all i needed.

14 April 2010.

Happy Anniversary to my girlfriend and me!

Was the happiest day of our life.

We never even take cab on that day and we realise we can save alot alot of money. ;x

Have our lunch at some kopitiam, lalalalala~s! Chicken Chop's.

Then plan plan plan, but no plan so we just random.

Went to amk hub took our Neoprint, i was so damn cute lahs. Without my girlfriend face LOL =\

Hahahahahahahaas.

Then came to night, we plan to go Clubbing.

Its the 2nd time i f-cuking hate St James!

They are f-cuking racist till i can't go in 2nd time. MOFOS!

I like being Black-listed, wtf i do wrong?!

Then wasted cab, down to butterfactory cause my girlfriend said the place too small.

Then down to supperclub, damn CLUB! Guys 25 and above wtf!

And lastly down to Rebel. Nice place, but the music was ok. (;

Hahas, shall update more when i'm feeling alright (;

3 more days love love love!!!!

Apr 11 2010 Sunday

When it come to Sunday, it's getting bored!

Hello hello baby can you call'ed i can't hear a thing!

@Shawn, bloody stop telephone me when i'm inside mrt. F-cuking can't hear anything you know!

You keep on irrates me when i'm listening to my music. F-cuker!

Today brother gone to Zirca to have his Guys night.

Well, i have to ask my girl-friend hahas!

Apr 10 2010 Saturday

Steamboat and Movie night!

Meet up Cycena and Adrian at Pasir Ris Shopping Centre.

Was so funny lo Adrain, hahas leaving Cycena up the elevator LOLS =X

After meet up with them, take cab to Downtown East.

Actually wanted to eat Sakura but in the end we walk-ed to Seoul Garden.

Super! Super! Hungry, eat up almost everything.

The kimchi soup taste nice. But i prefer chicken soup. 

After eating the steamboat, when to check the Movie timing as there don't have Ju-On 4.

So Cycena said Cine-leisure would have the movie.

Around night 10pm, girl gone to work.

So after work, accompany her. All take cab to Cine-leisure.

And went to watched the Ju On 4. 

Movie plot :

JU-ON: WHITE GHOST - In a certain house, a son who failed the bar examination kills five members of his family one by one. He then dies by hanging himself. At the moment of his death, he made a cassette tape recording in which he can be heard saying "I'll go. I'll go soon..." On the same tape can be heard the eerie sound of a young girl's voice. The entire family is slaughtered. A former friend, Mirai, is murdered, her throat slit. In the midst of her despair, a young girl, Akane (Akina Minami), sees.

JU-ON: BLACK GHOST - Nurse Yuko (Ai Kago) is left in charge of a young girl named Fukie, and begins to experience strange things. Medical examination reveals that there is a 'cyst' in Fukie's body. The hatred of the unborn one is feeding off of the young girl and curses the people around her. This is the grudge of someone that could not be born. Filled with an unimaginable 'hatred', people are killed one after the other with a curse.

Disappointed on this version (JU-ON)

F-cuking hell all the audience laugh!

And Cycena and me keep laughing like hell. While girlgirl scared! (;

At the end of the movie, we saw alot of people was Sleeping. Lalalalalas.

What I loved most: Funny

What I really hated: It's not even scary! It's funny.

So guys even though it's sound nice, think twice while watching! (;

All you do is to laugh and laugh! 

Aftermath, slack awhile then we hit the cabb-ed to go home!

Was so happy to go home as we all was tired!

The movie really SUCKS.

Give rating : 4/10 Average. Because of the funniest part.

Counting down to 3 more days.

Love it.

<33333 my girlgirl alot!

Miss and <3333 my dote brother Daniel & my <3333 Ivan.

Call me soon!!!!!!! );

End! (; 

Revenge is all i needed to complete with my love.

9th April 2010

P.s : 5 more days to our big day! (;

I think the song Common Demonimator suits me to my love.

:$$$

Last 2 days went out with Daniel to Lau Pa Sat and Boat Quay.

Stupid! We was walking from bugis to Lau Pa Sat.

We was sweating like hell. Hahas! Lose weight!

Boat Quay was more fun, Daniel was shouting here shouting there, like his own house.

Drink burbon coke cost about $22 bucks for two.

Now girl want go hotel, do her stupid things.

And i'm at home, boredom like hell.

Valerie came, meeting ben later.

So i just gonna rot at home for no one business!

Don't know can meet Ivan later anot.

Sigh, bored!!

Well, that's all i gonna update for today.

Life seems so bored, but i like this life more than the past! (;

5 more days, faster! I want go celebrate le! =p

Common Demonimator );

Apr 5th, It's Monday Bluez! Yo!

Okays, just texted Daniel to go work after eating his lunch. Bro, you have good future a head!

Just keep working and you will get whatever you need. 

I know at times you said you don't need me anymore, but that's doesn't gonna help.

Wait till i settle down my life, my f-cuking army life!

You know i dreamt of something and i just gonna question it to myself.

Why do this happy life of mine is not like last time. 

How i wish i could stay alone and earn those bucks like now. ;DDDD

Well, those days those f-cuking childhood! I was too pampered with my parents.

I get whatever things i want and now what happen?

But i'm thinking hard, i'm already like gonna 21years old. 

And i don't think i gonna need my parents help anymore.

But i just want my father wish to me, my own apartment and yes! 

I gonna get my own apartment after i'm 21.

It's like so great!! :DDD

Last few days, on Saturday.

Happy birthday to Alex! Ben friend. (;

Went to Alcoom pub at Boat Quay, ok i was drunk!

They keep asking me to drink but it's ok! I love drink mix-er.

Not some kids drink like Ribena plus Vodka! That's disgusting plus it never get you high!

Hahas, i was force to drink vodka coke plus beer. OMG!

It was f-cuking high!!

I'm half quarter DRUNK!

Hahas, and i didn't blame my girlfriend. Cause i didn't drank for the pass 3 weeks? Hahas.

Alright, MABEL @ HOME COOKING DINNER FOR US.

Yeah, i help out abit! The cook-ing was nice.. I try it all. LOLS =X

The soup the vege hahas! (;

Okays, i off now.

Click on my nuffnang thanks! (;

Part of me Cry, Part of me Lie, Part of me want's to question, why?

Good Friday, April 2 2010.

Out of all the things in life that I could fear, 

The only thing that would hurt me is if you weren't here

I'm just awake ,(; yesterday went to Supperclub but didn't get the chance to went into the club.

Damn alot of people, how you gonna squeeze in when the club is f-cuking small.

Wast-ed money and wast-ed time.

Ivan love and Esmond playboy brothers all went in without me.

As you notice, Daniel stead is not there. Nvm..

Would'nt angry if you never come, cause i realise something.

I kept thinking and thinking, why would i angry with my dot-ed brother that i love so much! (;

End up the co-organizer give us 2nd trip to next event at St James for free?

For f-cuked free, we already pay the Supperclub event ticket.

And you call that for free?

It's actually when you purchase the Supperclub ticket and can use for next event at St James.

Damn bouncer plus the Co-organizer damn f-cuked sia! Said refund? Where's the money!!

Wait-ed for Ivan love, Esmond playboy and their friends outside for like 3 hours?

When they are in-side club enjoy-ing while i'm outside a-waiting to go in. Sigh, nevermind.

Next event! Yeah! (;

After the club finish-ed, i go find them at Coffee shop.

Have a talk-ed with them and last cab-bed to find GirlGirl! (;

We two was really SICK! Our two eyes get in-fected, DAMN!

So cab back to Amk to fetch GirlGirl to Tan Tock Seng.

The most cute thing is we went in the same time to check in to see the Eye-s doctor,

same medicine's and we have our same next appointment hahas! (;

Every thing is the first time, how cutexz! (;

Girl without you I'm lost

Can't fix this compass at heart

Between me and love, 

You're the common denominator

After finish-ed taking our medicine we cab down to Amk to eat.

After eat we went back home. Home sleep home.

Help GirlGirl hang up cloth-es and we all went to sleep.

I don't want to go back 

To just being one half of the equation

Do you understand what I'm saying?

Even if you are a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me.

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you...

Have you ever try sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you could try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, own me, nobody ever shut it down like you.

[ "I F-CUKING LOVE YOU!" ]

P.S ; Sick of love.

Thursday, 1st April.

Mood ; Fucking sad, fucking love her!

We quarrel yesterday at Amk central. I really don't know what i'm doing until i scream out of nowhere.

Shouting at her, seriously i don't understand what she's thinking. I love her so much till, now she at the room complaining that she don't want me go club!

But go her blog and see what she wrote! www.joeysaystfu.blogspot.com

So what if I let my boyfriend go club,Sorry he don't flirt
Even he have alot bees(girls) around him,I trust he got his own limits.

As stated, what she really thinking?! We quarrel many times, because every time she give me money just to spend. I will give support other people! I was so angry of this. She keep on say and say! Seriously, i now in no cash. Why must i support other people where i can't support my ownself correct?!

I hate this serious! I hate this!

She angry because i don't entertain her when she is sleeping, she wanna pack all her things out. Because i did nothing, psychically speaking... Use mentally brain, she sleeping... I let her sleep, i didn't even disturb her. She got red eyes now, so i let her sleep. Then she complain cause i never takecare of her and so on?

Mother, i already told you all those things. Please pray for me hard, i don't want anything happen to us both. Because i fucking love her so much! ); In my heart i am sad! I keep on thinking of this fucking things? Why i do to make her sad ? Theres no any reason seriously!

I really don't understand what shes thinking...

I listen to her everyday and everyday i'm facing her face...

What she really want ?! Everytime she makes me sad! I just don't wanna said out.

I cry and i do cry! 

Fucksxz, mom please do help me! I needed a answer for this. I hope you read my blog if you got time. I really feel sick and sick of love... Please!