Dynamite :>

This 2 days down with fever, temperature is 38.1. Sick as hell, flu, headache! And throat is Hot like redness. Swollen throat. Damn i think i smoke too much. >,< . Please recover soon, i wanna find work asap! I don't want t stay at th Esso. The damn boss is fcuktard! I told i really sick. And she told me she dont believe? Wtf! And i got mc all. Fuck her!

I can't wait t enter and see th new Bedok Shopping Centre call Bedok Mall. :>

Here's a picture of it. 

Yesterday when t Marine Parade take mc, actually wanted t go Bedok. But when we was at Bedok poly at 12pm. They ask us t come back around 1.30pm so brother have no patience, so hit t Marine Parade t go do his hair. And the girl said t come tmrw as alot of customer. What reason, bullshits! So we walk-ed from Katong t Marine Parade Polyclinic. Aftermath, when t Parkway Parade walk around and wait for Kaden. Eat at Banquet. But i didn't eat anything, because i haven Throat Sickness. I can't eat and drink. :<

So when t Marine Parade Macdonald, t seat and talk. Saw Beverly and th gangs. Hmm, missed those times.

Nevermind, around 7pm take bus at Katong. Number 40. Hit Chai Chee, and i fall asleep all th way. I was sleepy serious! Eat those Medicines, doctor gave me. Arghs, i don't like medicine it sucks! Taste sucks! :<

Alright, i just eaten my Medicines. And time for me t get rest again. :< 

Hit me up or text me alright people! :>

There is some space for our love, but your everything i don't like..

What more post i wanna post abt you, nothing either. I might still love you, but as long as you change your attitude that i don't like. I don't wanna be like last time, and YES! i do put first in friends. Cause i miss all of my friends. Brothers 1st priorty, We was once 1 year 5month, you think i wanna let go that fast? No! I wanna live t th fullest with you but not on this state! I don't like. I just don't like, i wanna be th boyfriend who can earn money and support girlfriend, not on that other opp. You said you not gonna bother about me and what else?

But seems that you were th one who post it first.

Just came back from work, i am superb tired, really! Whole body aching again! Arghs...

Tak boleh tahan ar! ;(

I go get changed and bathe. So i will smell good. :D

Will post more later.

If I had nothing would you want me to stay, You keep your money, take it all away!

 You think material's the reason i came. You keep your money, take it all away!

I don't your love and i don't want your revenge!

I don't want your love and all your lover's revenge, anymore!

I don't want your drama anymore!

I don't wanna be friends.

Je veux ton amour, Et je veux ta revanche....

Je veux ton amor, Et je veux ta revenge!

Finally i can put an end t it today. A night of reminiscing th past memories. Almost can't remember why we parted. I realised i walked so many years and now i'm back t th start. Not avoiding any unsettling rumours.

But gradually we are drifting apart till i have enough of you? Idk yet. Maybe you wanted me, a long time ago t distance myself from you. Th money you use on me and th things you buy for me at that moment is so thoughtful. It accompanied me while i think back on our memories. Just like every love story has an ending point. It can trap a person and still move forward. Loving till this pathetic state, You are satisfied. But why do i just want t cry?

I admit that Love is sometimes pitiably cheap! Being together for some years and we return to square one.

Keeping my pride, admiting that i was once prepared t be hurt, prepared t be a servant for you.

" Guys only love you when you have value or you're new. That how low class some guys can be. "

How about girls, do they even know what guys suffer? And please state correctly. It's how low class some girls can be. I define for some girls that is low class, they can be very attitude most of th time! Attitude doesn't even have a value. Girls love t spend on shopping, cute cute stuff? That is all unnecessary things. In law, they said they need higher lvls of educations. But do girls need certificate do t any jobs? No! They don't need any certificate, either way they need looks and shape of your body. Even girls didn't went t primary school nor secondary school still can find work, do guys can ? No.

For now i wanna have a peaceful life, work hard earn more money. I don't want t get any matters involve.

Will be on Facebook, Blog, Twitter and Msn for a short time. :)

As i promised, some people for their Birthday present and Christmas Exchanges. You guys better save money now! :x hahas.

Omg, i can't believe how many friends of mine were so happy i am single. Yes i know guys!

But no matter what i will think about you guys, i never wouldn't forget.

But for S, hmm.. wondering why you want t be with me. But we shall see okays. :)

I going t have some rest now, 9am got work! FML. Work Hard, Spend Later! ;x

Nights peoples! :D

I love you! :|

I once told myself before, that love is hurt! But before continue anything, i would like t reply on behalf of my girlfriend blog post.

Which girl wouldn't want t be happy? How about guys?

I just don't understand what you want care from me and concern. I just don't know.

Everything is mix up. I'm not letting th love down, between us! And that is true! I mean it!

You can't change, then don't change. I'm not forcing you or what. Is just motivate you t changed?

Any difference! YES! So don't think that i force you is matter of fact, i just wanna motivate you t change.

I understand everything. Tyvm! ;D

Everything in love, you need care and concern. Yes this is true! But 1 thing i realise, i hate girl's with attitude, keep nagging like no tmrw! Stop it! Should i just ask th same old questions again and again?

Then why in th first place you accept your boyfriend!! I just hoping that some guys can learn from here.

I don't wanna see guys get hurt! It's not guys fault afterall.. Sames goes t th girls, i know! 

For money wise, i know guys got legs and hands they can work. Obvious! But one true thing is when you force your boyfriend t go work, don't keep playing childish by saying Boyfriend, today don't go work okay! Must accompany you! This is worst t th worst! You expect guys t go work, but end up you pull him away by not going work!

And for sex! Usually guys will have this horny thinking by saying, girl i wanna it now! But now GUYS CHANGED! Don't force guys t do sex and end up you get pregnant. It's not guys fault either! Then why in th first place you accepted that sex?!

This is knowledge and please use brains! I'm not talking about anyone, just giving some advice!

I don't wanna guys end of th day REGRET! That's all.

Maybe i have changed, thanks for those who says that! (:

I'm th old Boyster! Don't worry.

When your emo, or moodless? Just take some time of yourself by going out t th beach, with your friends or brothers. In this way, you can share, think and solve every problem. Have some freedom towards yourself. Don't let people control you! You control your own life. Okays! (x

I'm happy with my life now. No more emo's? No more anger? Even if i quarrel with my girlfriend, i can settle it as fast as possible. Thanks t those who give me advice and my matured thinkings!

Well, below are th pictures which i take during th Hari Raya Bazaar.

(Damn, see my Eyebrow, i shave it! Ugly, i know!)

End! Will update more pic's. (:

Your words, so nice till i wanna SLAP YOU!

Your judging me? When you don't even know me well.

Wtf!

So what if Joey, my ex or soon t be patch? Is single?

Does that even concern about you..?

Bernice Chovelle Should have done it long ago babe. (:

(Do you even know us well?!)

Joey CanIbeaheartbreaker ‎respond : bernice I always believe he will change? it hurts

Bernice Chovelle He wont. Trust me. Can see easily. Me as an outsider can see how is he like from th way he treated you. This type of guy, totally not worth it lah. Total trash. Wasting human resources. No offense. But he dont deserve you or even breathing in th air on Earth.

(I treated her bad?! How about this type of bitch of you is totally not worth either! Your th trash! Yours wasting time and human resources too! AWW, totally no offense either! But you don't even deserve t be born?! LOLS!)

Joey CanIbeaheartbreaker Girl you reacting more big than me! Sighs, i dont know. I seriously feel so numb..

Bernice Chovelle Move on!!! Cause i hate this type of jerks! He should reflect on himself. If he dont, he's total trash. Dont bother bout him anymore. Live your own life th way you want. Just move on. Move on move on move on move on move on~~~

(I'm not this type of JERKS! You should reflect to your ownself! And don't bother us again?! Live your own life with your BOYFRIEND! MOVE ON BITCH! MOVE ON!)

Damn, i hate this type of bitch! Your once a ***! And now you bother about our life?

Knn, own life don't wanna settle and you kepo on me and my girlfriend life?

GET A LIFE LA BITCH!

STOP BOTHERING! AND STOP TALKING NONSENSE ABT ME!

YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME? AND YOU CAN JUDGE TILL LIKE THAT?

DAMN!!!!

Forever be with you. < /3

Hey, baby girl. Pretty, you're my love!

All night, i can't sleep with my thoughts of you going on always in my head, you know?

Wanna hear you say you love me with that heavenly voice.

I'm going crazy girl, i do need you!

You see, it's like without you it's just not right. Through thick and think, we are still tight!

All for you, all day and all night. One by one, just can't get your smiles out of my mind.

Definitely a love that's hard t find. Cause i am your life and you are mine!

Always girl, never forget that you can trust me.

I'll be there for you when you are sad or when you're happy!

Girl, i love you. You know it's true. Got t let my feelings show.

Girl you know it's all about you. Always and forever us two. You are th song that my hearts replaying.

Think about all th times that i'm with you, 

we been thru and how we will always love right now and in th future cause our love is so true.

But when you are here by my side all you do is make me feel good.

This is so hard, i can't even go on without you.

Like a fool! Yeah! 

Thinking you will be here when i open my eyes..

I'm sorry and I love you, forever!

I don't even freaking understand why i wrote this, it's like..

Sigh, maybe we are in this relationship for quite a long time.

I just can't let go. I love her too much. 

But i just hate those time when we quarrel. I don't wan it!

She's that girl, who let me learn so much till i learn bad points about her..

Whatever it is, i gonna sleep right after this!

I'm too tired already. Frustrated! Whatever!

< /3 or < 3 
< 3 you so much!

Bye world.

FUCK EVERYTHING! SERIOUS-SHIT!

Fuck everything totally a bull-shit!

DO YOU FEEL SAD AND ANGRY?

WHEN YOUR GIRLFRIEND DOES THIS!

[ LOOK DOWN TO TH PICTURE! ]

CLICK IT! 

CLICK AND SEE THE DATE!

I DIDN'T EDIT NOR CHANGE ANYTHING!

(FUCK JUST BECAUSE WE QUARREL AND YOU WANT MAKE THINGS BIG?!)

AND SHE TEXTED ME "YOU STARTED IT, YOU BLOCK ME FROM VIEWING YOUR WALL TOO. I DIDN'T START IT! I DIDN'T DELETE YOU, I WANNA IT BACK TO YOU BY BLOCKING YOU FROM VIEWING MY WALL ONLY! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW BLOCK, I DIDN'T DELETE. I REMOVE LE, SETTINGS TILL NOW STILL LIKE THIS. AND DON'T SCOLD WITH ME WHEN YOU'RE TH ONE WHO LOVE ME BY BLOCKING ME FROM VIEWING YOUR WAL FIRST!)

DAMN FUCK! I HATE IT! I DON'T EVEN KNOW I GONNA BE SAD OR ANGRY!

DAMN FUCK! DAMN FUCK! 

ARGHS! ARGHS! =\

Will you be there for me?

Good morning my fellows viewers/friends.

Well today is 10 of September 2010.

Is on friday.

Boyster would like t wish all th muslim/malays and everyone out there!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! (:

Remembering th past, is such a wonderful day! Your smile and talk brings me th smile of my day.

Remembered last year, same date, same day.

How are you recently?

Your smile and talk bring my smile of my day. Btw i'm not that well recently. Th whole world is deteriorating! People are starting t think in reverse. Realizing the one you love is running away...

Last night i was all th way dreaming, but today i'm fine!

It's puzzling, who would understand it? Is it a joke? God is playing on us..

It's so easy t let go? And you won't even know...

Happiness is at th next corner. Just say that you and i keep on going and everything will be better.

All th grief, please stay aside. But for th tears that we once fall.

Let them wet wound and dried up and faded by th sunlight.

Everyones needs this type of Encouragement. Let's run hand in hand.

We've said before, we won't leave until we see each other?

But i will wait every minute and every second for you until i grow old!

Our life goes on, time goes on.

No matter how painful, our life must still go on!!

No matter if you are going against th trend, you can still raise your head.

Let us go together and go pass all th trouble.

I know it's hard t concern, but we've concerned it before.

If one day sunshine, shines brightly in th sky after th rain.

A sign appears between us and suddenly we understand!!

IF THIS IS A MARATHON! THEN LET'S KEEP GOING TOGETHER!

*(11.17)

IMU!

Takecare! :(

My girlfriend is now sleeping like a pig.

Guess what i buy for her, lately! Haha, wait till she see! :DDD

Okay, i gonna end here. I didn't get t sleep well!

Later still need t go prayers again! Damn! :x

Have you guys seen LIN JUN JIE picture's recently?
Take a look!

LIN JUN JIE,
HOT RIGHT?! =X

Takecare peoples! Loves!

I'm not as lazy as a PIG!

Damn you guys who said that! And please take note of my changes! (:

I'm tired, sleepy! But i couldn't even sleep!

What's wrong, what's wrong!

(THINKING AND THINKING)

I go do exercise, CRUNCHES!

(Clear that extra Beer Belly!!)

Aftermath,

I GONNA PRAY! (;

P.S : I pray, When it's time for me to say goodbye. I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray, That I feel your touch And that God doesn't forget our love.
I pray, When I close my eyes, I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray, That I see you in another life.
I pray that you still by my side.

Am i confused? Or ... ://

By th moon and th sun.

All th sadness i have convicted on you.

I try many times t hold on t you but i failed it...

Just got back from Yishun, girlfriend alight first.

We went t Linken birthday at east coast pit. Okay, i'm in th wrong!

I thought it was at Pasir ris ;x Hahas.

After that girlfriend came and i eat awhile, after that went straight t collect money.

After that went t cine, t watch-ed Haunted Changi.

Hmm, effects and everything. I give 4/5. 

I don't know it's a true story or. So guys check it out yourself alright ;//

- - - - - -

Sitting here all alone, with my tears. All alone with my fears.

I'm wondering if i have t do without you. But there's no reason why.

I felt asleep late last night, crying like a newborn child.

I'm trying t hold myself close! Pretending my arms are yours.

After a min, i think.....

Truth is that i realize, love is fading from your eyes. Don't know how it came t this!

But i gonna get it fixed asap, cause nothing is worth losing you.

What can i do t help you see, that there's no need for jealousy and insecurities.

I'll do anything for you, anything you want me too.

I'd go anywhere for you, Anywhere you asked me to...
I'd do anything for you, Anything you want me to...

Your love as far as i can see. Is all i'm ever gonna need.
There's one thing for sure i know it's true.

I used t think that dreams were just for sentimental fools!!
And i never find someone who give their love so true.

But i knew th very minute, i couldn't live my life without you in it.

And now i want th whole world t know!

I know he's has fame, name, car?. When you're with him, you're feeling like a star.
But when i'm home alone, i think only of you. So what do you know, how does it go...

So how can he buy a love that's not for sale...

If you two were so in love i couldn't tell..
Girl, but when i'm home alone i hear your heart, it spells...
You gotta know and how does it go..

- - - - - -

Friends -> Lover's!

Lover's -> Enemy!

Enemy -> Friends!

I'm missing you, how we used t bound this relationship so strong.
Tell me where did we go wrong.
They say i'll learn t forget but it sure ain't happened yet.

Been checking all th places where we used t go. Been lookin' for your face inside th crowd.
I've been talking t the people that we used t know. But nobody wants t say.
Where you hang out and when i text your phone.
Seems like your never, ever home. And you don't return my text.

I still have your pictures in my phone. They're th only thing that's left of you and me.

What can i do t make you come back soon and make it just th way it used t be?
Is there someone new could never go on without you.

Memories.......

Th shits i left behind. I still think about it all th time.
Nothing stays th same, maybe i'm t blame. I'd do it all again.

Thru these eyes, i've seen a thousands lies.

And it's taken years t realize. That nothing stays th same and no one is t blame!

What makes this world go round, will the answer let him down?

He is so sweet and young and his life has just begun...
What does his future hold that's th story left unknown.
Will he make it through his days, let our relationships lead th way.

Part of me laughs, part of me cries, part of me wants t question why?...
Why is there joy and why is there pain?....

Sitting there all alone, in th window of my room.
Watching th world go by, brings tears t my eyes.
All i see is hurt and pain, i want t break th chain.

But i keep pressing everyday and i'll find my own sweet way. ;//

You can be all that and still can be who you are.
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe..
You may feel weak but you are strong! Don't you give up!
If you keep holding on, you'll never be wrong.
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart.

- - - - - -

Everybody's laughin in my mind. Rumors spreading about this other guy.
Do you do what you did when you did with me.
Does he love you th way i can?
Did you forget all th plans that you made with me?
Cause girl i didn't!

That should be me, holding your hand!
That should be me, making you laugh!
That should be me, this is so sad!
That should be me!

That should be me, feeling your kiss!
That should be me, buying you gifts!
This is so wrong, i cant go on!
Till you believe that that should be me.... ;//

I need t know should i fight for love! Or disarm!
Its getting harder to shield. This pain in my heart... 

At times, my friends say that you're not really worth it!

Once a brother, always a brother.

At time i realise, my friends say that you're not really worth it.

You even went to your WOLF-LIKE friends for advice but...

I'd rather keep it simple, maybe i'm too good for you??

I believed you were my love but??...

But to be frank to people who viewing this blog of mine. 

Because of you, i remember crying till dawn.

I regret everytime i think about you when my heart was too soft and easy.

I'm too good to been throw away and too boring to have...

You should've treated me better when we were together! 

But why are you clinging to me now??

You fooled me with your lies, hundreds of times!

But today onwards, I'll be a bad guy!

Who makes friends cry!

Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you! 

LOSER! WHO'S INSIDE A GAME CALLED LOVE!!

GET ON YOUR KNEES AND TAKE ME BACK! 

IF NOT, GET OUT OF MY SIGHT RIGHT NOW!